Anxiety is worse again

[let.me.let.go87]

I cut again I'm getting bullied online I'm too old for that ain't I I'm almost 40 it shouldn't bug me but they're making fun of my appearance which fucking hurt. I can't shit my brain up going back to when my parents use to call me short and ugly. I did it again but I have therapy tomorrow idk how I'm gonna hide this from him I actually like my new therapist we have a connection. He's a great therapist but I can't go back into the psych ward I'm losing it

 

[wishingiwasok]

We don't outgrow feeling pain or the need for coping. Hopefully your counselor can help you with other coping options but getting through it is getting through it.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

You being almost 40 doesn't change the fact that you are only human. It's perfectly natural to feel hurt due to others making fun of your appearance. It's important to remember, however, that people tend to be extra cruel online, so some of the stuff that they might throw your way may not be true reflections of how most people feel about you irl.