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waqs

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Sep 9, 2025
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To the people that have been medicated for their depression or any other mental illness can you give your experiences with it? My family is wishing for me to at least try and get medicated but I'm not sure how open to the idea I am. I hate the idea of having to be drugged up just to feel normal but I know I have no other option left to be myself. I just wish to hear testimonies from outsiders with their experience as a way to get multiple perspectives on the topic. Thank you to anyone who gives their insight ^^.
 
bambiidream

bambiidream

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Jan 8, 2026
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To the people that have been medicated for their depression or any other mental illness can you give your experiences with it? My family is wishing for me to at least try and get medicated but I'm not sure how open to the idea I am. I hate the idea of having to be drugged up just to feel normal but I know I have no other option left to be myself. I just wish to hear testimonies from outsiders with their experience as a way to get multiple perspectives on the topic. Thank you to anyone who gives their insight ^^.
I don't think it hurts to give it a try.
I'm on medication for my BPD and severe depression.
I've heard from a lot of people that they were prescribed Sertraline, but it didn't necessarily make them feel much better. I've been on Bupropion for about four months now, and I find it helpful. It gives you a bit more energy, and you're less likely to fall into that deep sense of hopelessness. It can be a good thing, but it can also feel uncomfortable when you're not able to feel everything as intensely as you might intellectually expect to.
 
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orpheus_

orpheus_

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Apr 26, 2024
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I have been on fluoxetine (very commonly prescribed SSRI) for around 1,5 year. It got me out of an absolute shithole, honestly, it gave me access to feeling pleasure sometimes (which I lost for a long time). Also generally I feel less of that existential pain while on it, got more energy and less urges to self harm and less suicidal ideation. These problems did not disappear completely (especially as in the recent months I experienced some very messed up life events), but I still feel better taking it than not. I also got added Bupropion around 8 months ago, it gave me more energy and motivation, functioning is easier. Meds are definitely not enough, but they helped me a lot certainly. I only tried two because I'm really scared something will go wrong if I switch to something else, even potentially something more helpful. I got no side effects besides loss of apetite at the beginning of taking Fluoxetine and, I think, more irritability from Bupropion? Not sure if it's really because of the medication or something else, but I heard it happens to some people. For context I'm only diagnosed with depression (+ semi-official suspicions of ocd and adhd), the kind that's mostly low-energy and apathetic. Also did not like the idea of being drugged at first, but I got used to it.

I'd say giving it a try is worth it. However people react differently even to the same substance - still, there are some common patterns (for example Bupropion generally is mostly energizing rather than calming). Meds should ideally be matched to one's specific symptoms as closely as possible, still it's often a hit or miss. It's good to research the most common effects (both positive and negative) of a specific medication before you start taking it so you know what you're getting yourself into, also mind that some substances require a few weeks to work.
 
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Feb 21, 2026
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To the people that have been medicated for their depression or any other mental illness can you give your experiences with it? My family is wishing for me to at least try and get medicated but I'm not sure how open to the idea I am. I hate the idea of having to be drugged up just to feel normal but I know I have no other option left to be myself. I just wish to hear testimonies from outsiders with their experience as a way to get multiple perspectives on the topic. Thank you to anyone who gives their insight ^^.
Give atleast 2 different meds a try. If first 2 don't work, you probably have around 10% chance of third line treatments working(If I am wrong please correct me.)

Don't hope for anything really radical though. It is meant to give you a short window of time, an opportunity for you to get better.

I hope that they make you feel better. Peace and Love.
 
buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
55
On 50mg of Zoloft for anxiety and depression, started off at 12.5mg years ago, and gradually moved up. I don't get any kind of zombie feelings that people might get from other drugs, and I haven't experienced any... intimate issues with myself. Dreams get more vivid as you get higher dosages, but that's probably the strongest side effect I've gotten.
 
LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
232
I've been on sertraline/zoloft for a while and i honestly feel much more stable. I've been on meds for years but only recently i've started to be taken seriously, resulting in my medication being changed and increased.

Before this new treatment I was down in the dumps every single day. Everyday I had excessive mood swings and could go from feeling somewhat okay to actively trying to hurt myself and plan my death in a matter of hours.
Now the thought of suicide is always in the back of my head, but it's not as persistent as before. My mood is stable throughout the day, no dangerous mood swings.
There will be times where I'll still break down and harm myself but they aren't as often as before.

I think it's worth a shot. Meds act like a crutch, but they don't fix the core.
 
charlavail

charlavail

Student
Mar 19, 2026
138
I tried 5 different ssris and one snri an none of them worked. i had horrible side effects with all of them. I'm on lamictal now which is a mood stabilizer, and so far i have no side effects but it's too soon to tell i think until next week when i'm on 200mg if it'll help. but i have friends who swear by lexapro, and wellbutrin. it's all trial and error, and unfortunately some folks genetically metabolize medications quicker or differently. I had to do genetic testing after so many different ssri's and snri didn't work and i found out i just don't metabolize them right.
 
HopelessScientist

HopelessScientist

Member
Jan 24, 2023
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To the people that have been medicated for their depression or any other mental illness can you give your experiences with it? My family is wishing for me to at least try and get medicated but I'm not sure how open to the idea I am. I hate the idea of having to be drugged up just to feel normal but I know I have no other option left to be myself. I just wish to hear testimonies from outsiders with their experience as a way to get multiple perspectives on the topic. Thank you to anyone who gives their insight ^^.
Sertraline did nothing, good or bad, but I was on it for a few years in case it helped. When I had to write an assignment on the monoamine theory of depression, I decided to come off them.

Venlefaxine was intolerable to me, but completely cured my friend's depression and it hasn't come back at all since.

I am currently on mirtazapine. I am still anhedonic, I feel like shit, but I am a little bit more functional which stops me from spiralling. I was a wall-watcher before.

Whether ADs work on you or not isn't something I can say. They can harm you, they can save your life and make it worth living again.
 

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