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To the people that have been medicated for their depression or any other mental illness can you give your experiences with it? My family is wishing for me to at least try and get medicated but I'm not sure how open to the idea I am. I hate the idea of having to be drugged up just to feel normal but I know I have no other option left to be myself. I just wish to hear testimonies from outsiders with their experience as a way to get multiple perspectives on the topic. Thank you to anyone who gives their insight ^^.
 
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To the people that have been medicated for their depression or any other mental illness can you give your experiences with it? My family is wishing for me to at least try and get medicated but I'm not sure how open to the idea I am. I hate the idea of having to be drugged up just to feel normal but I know I have no other option left to be myself. I just wish to hear testimonies from outsiders with their experience as a way to get multiple perspectives on the topic. Thank you to anyone who gives their insight ^^.
I don't think it hurts to give it a try.
I'm on medication for my BPD and severe depression.
I've heard from a lot of people that they were prescribed Sertraline, but it didn't necessarily make them feel much better. I've been on Bupropion for about four months now, and I find it helpful. It gives you a bit more energy, and you're less likely to fall into that deep sense of hopelessness. It can be a good thing, but it can also feel uncomfortable when you're not able to feel everything as intensely as you might intellectually expect to.
 
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I have been on fluoxetine (very commonly prescribed SSRI) for around 1,5 year. It got me out of an absolute shithole, honestly, it gave me access to feeling pleasure sometimes (which I lost for a long time). Also generally I feel less of that existential pain while on it, got more energy and less urges to self harm and less suicidal ideation. These problems did not disappear completely (especially as in the recent months I experienced some very messed up life events), but I still feel better taking it than not. I also got added Bupropion around 8 months ago, it gave me more energy and motivation, functioning is easier. Meds are definitely not enough, but they helped me a lot certainly. I only tried two because I'm really scared something will go wrong if I switch to something else, even potentially something more helpful. I got no side effects besides loss of apetite at the beginning of taking Fluoxetine and, I think, more irritability from Bupropion? Not sure if it's really because of the medication or something else, but I heard it happens to some people. For context I'm only diagnosed with depression (+ semi-official suspicions of ocd and adhd), the kind that's mostly low-energy and apathetic. Also did not like the idea of being drugged at first, but I got used to it.

I'd say giving it a try is worth it. However people react differently even to the same substance - still, there are some common patterns (for example Bupropion generally is mostly energizing rather than calming). Meds should ideally be matched to one's specific symptoms as closely as possible, still it's often a hit or miss. It's good to research the most common effects (both positive and negative) of a specific medication before you start taking it so you know what you're getting yourself into, also mind that some substances require a few weeks to work.
 
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