Venting Another morning

[hopeless08]

Another morning of hell, mornings are the most painful time of the day, when you open your eyes and realize that what you're going through right now isn't just a nightmare it's your reality!!!!
It's torturous…The amount of strength it takes to get out of bed is astonishing, something that comes so simply to other people are unbelievable acts of strength for most of us.

 

[thewalkingdread]

What was once a dream of a creator​

a Parent, a God, a Frankenstein's endeavour,​

Slowly — but, surely — unveils itself as what it really was:​

The flawed, monstrous, face of a far worse, chilling, Nature​

Way worse than the worst of Nightmares...​

 

[Tired_of_myself]

I feel like mornings are the worst... much worse than nights.... because at night, the day has been gone... but mornings as soon as I open my eyes, I feel the weigh of my life, my choices, and I feel like giving up... hope you feel better soon. I try not to think, just go with it.... but it's hard to find the motivation... wish you well

 

[Raindancer]

I am a night owl, usually up all nights as I was last night. I love the nights, the darkness. It make me feel safe. At around 5am I start feeling the dread of another day starting. I wish us all the strength to face the day.

 

[hopeless08]

I feel like mornings are the worst... much worse than nights.... because at night, the day has been gone... but mornings as soon as I open my eyes, I feel the weigh of my life, my choices, and I feel like giving up... hope you feel better soon. I try not to think, just go with it.... but it's hard to find the motivation... wish you well

Thank you
I also look forward to the night all day because it's my only form of escape.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so incredibly cruel how we cannot just have the option to fall into an dreamless and eternal sleep as being conscious and aware just leads to suffering, existence truly is so undesirable. But anyway best wishes.

 

[wildbluekiss]

unfortunately, i can relate to this one, the weight of this world always feels the heaviest in the morning. it's like... something is waiting... to drain the shit outta me. sucks. it's like i have to be giving in, involuntary, to some forced obligation.

 

[UKscotty]

Yes morning is worst, wake up thinking here we go again.

Generally picks up during the day.