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HotToGoCold

HotToGoCold

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Jul 5, 2025
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I had another idea brainstorming for ctb since last post.
One of the biggest ideas that is resurfacing again is to overdose on as much pills I can find, I would then jump off of a bridge that is over the Missouri River while chloroforming myself (chloroforming and then collapse fall off the bridge), the Missouri river can have some strong currents and there are cases of people dying from getting pushed into the current.
Does anyone know how long chloroform usually keeps you unconscious for? I was intending on just mixing bleach and isopropyl alcohol on a rag like a little chemist. The medications I had in mind for taking were: benedryl, lamictal 100mg, concerta 27mg, and prozac 20mg.. I was thinking of potentially mixing some alcohol into the situation so my nervous system struggles more to maintain clarity.

Joke: or I could go to the Arch and "recreate" Percy Jackson jumping into the Mississippi river haha
 
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hemlocked

hemlocked

Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
Jun 30, 2025
25
Dramatic death fantasies have their place and purpose, but if and when you ever ctb it's the simplest possible plan that's going to be the one that's also the most likely to work.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Dramatic death fantasies have their place and purpose, but if and when you ever ctb the simplest possible plan is the one that's most likely to work.
Exactly.

The more shit you add, the more shit that can go wrong.
 
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