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imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
109
I had ordered SN but can't wait any longer. I'll be making my way to a bridge in the next hour. I just want to get it over with now.
I want to say a huge thank you to everyone on this forum. This place made me feel less alone. I hope you all find whatever it is you seek, and the universe is kinder to you than it was to me.
Thank you all for the kindness and support you've shown me the past few weeks. You made my suffering a little more bearable
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Do you know what the height of the bridge is ?

I would want to find somewhere that is 300 feet or higher.
Also I would want to be certain I will fall without interruption or landing half way down on a ledge or something.
Plus I would want to make sure I hit something hard, and that nothing could break my fall.

Jumping from insufficient height often leads to survival but with very bad injuries.

Please try to make sure you are thinking logically, although I know it can be hard.

We are here to support you.....

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Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help and try to recover from whatever is troubling you. Things may seem hard, but with the right help they can improve. There are many sources of possible help if you look for them or reach out and ask. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping yourself out of harm's way.
 
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imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
109
Do you know what the height of the bridge is ?

I would want to find somewhere that is 300 feet or higher.
Also I would want to be certain I will fall without interruption or landing half way down on a ledge or something.
Plus I would want to make sure I hit something hard, and that nothing could break my fall.

Jumping from insufficient height often leads to survival but with very bad injuries.

Please try to make sure you are thinking logically, although I know it can be hard.

We are here to support you.....

:heart:

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help and try to recover from whatever is troubling you. Things may seem hard, but with the right help they can improve. There are many sources of possible help if you look for them or reach out and ask. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping yourself out of harm's way.

295ft, almost fits your requirement lol. It's a straight fall to concrete so I'd have to be very unlucky to survive
 
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passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
642
Good luck to you and safe travels.
 
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ninthhokage

ninthhokage

Member
Nov 8, 2019
82
Sad to see another member go. If you are truly ready, I wish you a peaceful exit and journey ❤️
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Sorry to see you go, much support regardless of your decision❤️❤️❤️❤️
peace/hugs
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
ok, well if you decide to proceed then I wish you a safe journey.....

But are you certain it wouldn't be worth waiting a few more days for the SN to arrive ?

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Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
2,589
Hey - sorry you are in the space where you are at now, I can tell it's bad. I wish you would wait for the SN but your decision is your decision and I respect it. Safe journey with whatever you do.
 
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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
Aim for the bushes and you'll do fine. But seriously, as I've been saying, more often these days I might add, godspeed and I hope you manage to find the peace you're looking for.
 
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Shivani

Bereaved
Oct 29, 2019
132
Wishing you strength, hope you find your peace
 
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riverstyx

riverstyx

Experienced
May 31, 2019
218
I'm sorry you arrived at this moment.

If there's an afterlife I hope it's a better place on the other side for us all.
 
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OneBigBlur

OneBigBlur

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
231
I hope you find peace and love in the afterlife.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
May you find peace.
 
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BPD_LE

BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
Thinking of you ❤
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
307
Wishing you the best of luck! That height seems to be def enough to do the job. :heart: :hug:
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
I hope that your suffering is over, imstillhungry. :heart: :hug:
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
safe journey , good bye
 
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Ineedtobedead

Member
Nov 11, 2019
45
Hope you find peace.
 
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angele

angele

gay trans man (he/him)
Nov 20, 2019
71
Good luck on your journey, friend!!!
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
833
I hope you find peace..... goodluck :hug:
 
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XoXoNae

XoXoNae

Trying to understand
Dec 5, 2019
56
Well, it's hard to know for certain.
Perhaps they CTB successfully, in which case they are now in a better place.
This is very disturbing. I got the same feeling from this as I did when I watch FINAL DAYS on Netflix ‍♀️. I've wanted this for a very long time but I'm just not brave enough. Do the goodbye threads bother anyone else like this? How are we to be certain these people are not toying with us and another thing.. what's with the self poisoning? Seems pretty painful of an ordeal to me. Thoughts
You've been here over a year does that mean you changed your mind?
safe journey , good bye
mean
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
This is very disturbing. I got the same feeling from this as I did when I watch FINAL DAYS on Netflix ‍♀. I've wanted this for a very long time but I'm just not brave enough. Do the goodbye threads bother anyone else like this? How are we to be certain these people are not toying with us and another thing.. what's with the self poisoning? Seems pretty painful of an ordeal to me. Thoughts
You've been here over a year does that mean you changed your mind?

mean
For the most part, the SN method seems to be reasonably peaceful.
There might be some discomfort involved, but it doesn't seem to be too significant.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148

There's a lot of information on this site, and also in the "peaceful pill handbook" (see resources section).
Please do some reading up and educate yourself.
This will allow you to ask more precise / targeted questions.
Ultimately you have to think for yourself, and make your own decisions.

With goodbye threads, we often can't be sure what happened.
Perhaps the person succeeded in their attempt.
Or perhaps they were found and are now in a hospital.
Sometimes people come back on this site later, to give updated information.
Usually, we would assume they succeeded, until we hear otherwise.

"You've been here over a year does that mean you changed your mind?" :
I assume that question was directed to @okaoki ?
Your post made it look like you directed the question to me.
 
XoXoNae

XoXoNae

Trying to understand
Dec 5, 2019
56
I did
@jgm63 is he gone too
Hey - sorry you are in the space where you are at now, I can tell it's bad. I wish you would wait for the SN but your decision is your decision and I respect it. Safe journey with whatever you do.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
I did
@jgm63 is he gone too
Yes, to be the best of our knowledge, we believe that Stan has passed on to somewhere better.

Obviously on a website of this nature, it might not be overly surprising that people do seem to pass on fairly regularly.....
 
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XoXoNae

XoXoNae

Trying to understand
Dec 5, 2019
56
Yes, to be the best of our knowledge, we believe that Stan has passed on to somewhere better.

Obviously on a website of this nature, it might not be overly surprising that people do seem to pass on fairly regularly.....
Do u know where they were from? And roughly how many per night
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Do u know where they were from? And roughly how many per night
Sorry, I'm busy with a lot of different things.
In my view, it would be helpful if your questions were more targeted towards important things that you really need to know.
 
BPD_LE

BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
This is a goodbye thread. Take your conversation somewhere else.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
This is a goodbye thread. Take your conversation somewhere else.
A few things....
It's possible to make your point without using an aggressive tone.
Perhaps you should have directed your comment to @XoXoNae
I have merely been trying to respond to their questions (and have been trying to bring the conversation to rest)
 
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