Where to start, how to end. Bored of endlessly being told to stop shouting, it's not helpful, more just a instinctive control mechanism that dehumanises me. Can't really endure this anymore. Do I take more meds to try and focus on a suicide attempt? I don't want to deal with the worst of my mental health support, imagine the most ghoulish do-gooders anyone can ever meet telling you to 'set goals, things can get better, you're doing really well, you have a bright future' yeah no, that's why I'm stuck with you, that's why I'm stuck here looking for a way out. I need a method now.
I am excited about death.
I am excited about death.
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