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SchrodingerIsDed

SchrodingerIsDed

Arcanist
Feb 17, 2025
415
It's been a long road and I'm getting pretty sick and tired of the speed bumps and potholes. What a shitty road. Someone really needs to fix this fucker. But everyone's too stupid to do anything about it, except their best, which ends up just knocking drivers off the road while they're trying to fix the potholes, or pissing them off to the point where they start throwing rocks at cars. The that one car in particular pissed them off, so they're now calling their buddies to actually undo the potholes that they had done and dig new ones to fuck with this asshole car, and everything's all fucked, because everyone's an asshole or misguided or some kind of stupid or douchey.

South Park was right. You only have two choices in life. And that's the turd sandwich or the douchebag.
 
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Boots2Scoots

Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
118
saw your other post, glad to see you're alright. I sent you a PM in case you needed to vent. South Park is always right in their analogies for better or for worse
 
cassie

cassie

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Jul 19, 2020
39
saw your other post, glad to see you're alright. I sent you a PM in case you needed to vent. South Park is always right in their analogies for better or for worse
I think this is a scheduled post of his, as he hasnt been ,,seen,, since his declaration of drinking sn..
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Do you think he intentionally planned to end his post count on the number "420", with this one, presumably preschedule, bringing the count to that? Is that the "final message" he wanted to convey, for whatever reason? Just an observation of mine. I hope he's at peace.
 
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cassie

cassie

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Jul 19, 2020
39
I dont know, id think it was simply a testrun for scheduled posting.
His departure seemed somewhat impulsive and his ,,final message,, to be 420 (blaze it?) doesnt seem his style, but what do i know.
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
228
I didn't know you could schedule posts here
I think this is a scheduled post of his, as he hasnt been ,,seen,, since his declaration of drinking sn..
 
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grapevoid

grapevoid

Mage
Jan 30, 2025
528
I didn't know you could schedule posts here
When you go to post a thread, if you scroll down below the text box there is a section that asks for post date with a drop down. It is automatically set at "now" but you can adjust
 
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Peace2peace

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Dec 26, 2024
361
Do you think he intentionally planned to end his post count on the number "420", with this one, presumably preschedule, bringing the count to that? Is that the "final message" he wanted to convey, for whatever reason? Just an observation of mine. I hope he's at peace.
There could be more schedule post u never can tell, but his reply or last seen will determine if he is gone for good
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
375
Man... I spoke with him 2 hours before he attempted... the last things I really said to him were about our reasons to CTB, and hoping for each other to get better. Wish I could have been there for him. Sorry it had to end this way, if it succeeded. I hope you can rest well my friend.
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
Man... I spoke with him 2 hours before he attempted... the last things I really said to him were about our reasons to CTB, and hoping for each other to get better. Wish I could have been there for him. Sorry it had to end this way, if it succeeded. I hope you can rest well my friend.
Fuck man, I'm with you, I frequently agreed with his posts and found them very interesting. He has/had a knack for writing and we are/were going through a relatively similar experience of just being tired with this bullshit endless cycle of falling down only to get back up only to fall down again. Here's hoping he found his peace and can fianlly rest from this shitty world full of fucking potholes...
 
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Saponification

Saponification

A piece of nothing
Jun 27, 2024
175
I feel particularly bad about this because I had an interaction with him today in which I called one of his arguments stupid. Seems silly but I don't know if it could've had some sort of influence :/.

I hope he found his peace, if he really did go through with it.
 
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