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[LosinIt20]

Waking up and facing another day is so hard.. sit on my couch and stare at the walls all day.. & why do people think that one conversation over the phone will all of a sudden make life better? In supposed to change my mind because somebody tells me it will be okay one day? I learned that not everyone is destined for a good life some people lives are just shitty.. I'm one of those people who will always suffer. I can't wait to CTB I'm so tired of life. So lonely

 

[Deleted member 1465]

why do people think that one conversation over the phone will all of a sudden make life better?

Because it's easier for them and they can't face the truth.

Life is an uphill struggle and everything drags you down. The best that you can do is keep pushing on and that is very often utterly exhausting. I'm with you on that. I spend all my time alone, I have little choice these days. I'm on here for company and I try to get out when I can, though I can't go far. I'm sorry that you find yourself in this horrible position.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Waking up and facing another day is so hard.. sit on my couch and stare at the walls all day.. & why do people think that one conversation over the phone will all of a sudden make life better? In supposed to change my mind because somebody tells me it will be okay one day? I learned that not everyone is destined for a good life some people lives are just shitty.. I'm one of those people who will always suffer. I can't wait to CTB I'm so tired of life. So lonely

Some people say only you can change your life no one else can, so they would say get out of those four walls, and do something, I just personally want to scream at those people, Like if it was that simple, don't you think we would have done that by now!
Don't even get me started on those phone calls!!

 

[LosinIt20]

Some people say only you can change your life no one else can, so they would say get out of those four walls, and do something, I just personally want to scream at those people, Like if it was that simple, don't you think we would have done that by now!
Don't even get me started on those phone calls!!

Thank you!! If it wasn't for social media no one would know I was alive! No family or friends I sit home all day drink smoke and take pills to mask my feelings. I hate life ! I'm so ready to die and be with my husband I miss him dearly

 

[selfhater]

Some people say only you can change your life no one else can, so they would say get out of those four walls, and do something, I just personally want to scream at those people, Like if it was that simple, don't you think we would have done that by now!
Don't even get me started on those phone calls!!

exactly!!!
and ya i feel u:(

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Some people say only you can change your life no one else can, so they would say get out of those four walls, and do something, I just personally want to scream at those people, Like if it was that simple, don't you think we would have done that by now!
Don't even get me started on those phone calls!!

I made up a good answer for these people. Next time someone says that casually or any other variant of the 'its easy, just go out/get a job/ do something' stuff just say : "so why don't you come here and do that for me/ why aren't you here living my life for me/ giving me a reason to live/ do my taxes for me/ take on my burden/ ...?"

 

[TeenIdle]

Because those people have never suffered like us, they can't empathize so they don't have any idea how consuming, tiring and miserable it is to live a life you can't live.

 

[theguineapigking]

The truth is that most people just aren't very smart. They cannot imagine that someone else can suffer all while they have a perfect(or really good) life. They just simply cannot fathom that each person as the right to their own life. They cannot empathize either. People may care, but the answer is almost always "well you need to get out more often" or my all time favorite " suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" . Yeah. My genetic illness is temporary. The stupidity of society that destroys my soul is temporary. Just keep telling yourselves that, champs.


There is one simple fact: most of society is stupid. This is a FACT. There's book smart and true common sense. Most people lack true common sense. They may have basic common sense but not the most important form of it.


These people aren't worth my time. I can barely handle stupidity at all anymore. So just ignore those people. This forum is infinitely better than dealing with those other whack jobs.


I wish you happiness Losinit20. I'm sorry for your loss. I really hope that things get better for you, regardless of your decision to continue living or not.


Just know that this forum is always here FOR you,unlike those other places that are in it to make themselves feel better.