Anhedonia: there is nothing worst than it

[ddd1234]

I still have some pleasures as well… Jogging past so many homeless people, I still appreciate having a roof over my head, peace and quiet, access to food and a hot shower- Some friends checking in from time to time even if I don't want to talk to them … this forum … It's the only thing I can really read and digest this point… The rest of the world is moving too quickly… There is too much money and success out there and just makes me feel terrible

Lucky you, at this point I don't even go outside, don't meet any of my friends (always loved sports and was sociable). Cannot stand the fact of who I became.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Lucky you, at this point I don't even go outside, don't meet any of my friends (always loved sports and was sociable). Cannot stand the fact of who I became.

I'm addicted to jogging so I don't really have any choice… I don't really enjoy going out there… It's a relief coming home to my couch

 

[Adamd1992a]

What's horrible is when you are able to make A LOT of money from your bed. But you only spend it stupidly. And can barely be arsed to do it anyway.

I wish I had a sponsor. All I need is a constant in my life.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

What's horrible is when you are able to make A LOT of money from your bed. But you only spend it stupidly. And can barely be arsed to do it anyway.

I wish I had a sponsor. All I need is a constant in my life.

I don't make any money from my bed. I'm just going through my savings. And I don't spend it stupidly. Basically just food/ rent.

 

[Adamd1992a]

I don't like to brag. But I'm stupidly intelligent with technology. I don't even know why - it just all makes sense.

In that sector. You can print money it you're not fucked up. The demand is always there.

I've spent 3.2k GBP this month but have nothing to show for it and always just have to make more to survive and take drugs to "subdue" my depression. It's fucking boring.

 

[Insomniac]

I'm black and it's outrageous for me to say this, but I wish someone would buy me and do whatever they want with me and my mind because I can't handle myself anymore.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Brain fog is awful because our mind is all some of us have left. Anhedonia means we cannot even enjoy a bucket list before our time comes, there is nothing to fill in the gap and it's hard to reach a finalty.

 

[Niirvana]

Ahedonia, ruminating, brain fog, total insomnia even with pills and regrets - that's my reality now. And people are surprised when I am talking about suicide.

I feel you, It is a suffering that we want to stop