Going to attempt this method in ~24 hours. BDO will hopefully put me to sleep and keep me there because I don't have Valium and only half of the least recommended short/medium acting alternative benzos (Ativan). With the BDO, it should keep me out for the time it takes the amitriptyline to stop my heart. I'm actually more worried the amitriptyline may not be amitriptyline... The pills arrived from India and while the foil packaging looks legit, there were no imprints on the tablets which is really strange. I will definitely come back to post if unsuccessful and why. If I'm not back, it worked (fingers crossed).