TearStainedSunsets

TearStainedSunsets

The sickness that will never be cured...spreads
Oct 27, 2024
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I'm bored, dont have a story to base this off of but AMA. I wanna have a conversation
 
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Let them eat cake! 🍰
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Whats your favorite movie?
 

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TearStainedSunsets

The sickness that will never be cured...spreads
Oct 27, 2024
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Favorite dessert?
linzer tarts! (and cannolis and vanilla cake)
Who and why you choose that pfp?
my pfp is a picrew! I can leave the link to it here. just gotta find it first. I chose it because its based off of how one of my ocs looks.
Favourite music type?
I like all kinds of music tbh but my favorite is probably punk or goth or something in the alternative/rock umbrella(s)
Ya like memes or even anime?
I like memes though I don't have a big trove of them on my phone like some people do. I used to watch a lot of anime back in high school but I havent seen anything new recently.
Do you have a method?
If/when i do ctb, I'll probably use SN or KN if I can get my hands on them. If not, I think I'll just wing it and hope for the best. Not the best way, ik, but I honestly dont care much about how I die, just that I want to and hopefully it happens when I want it to.
I'm assuming this means what my biggest dream is. My dream is to one day put this all behind me, move to a new place and become a music teacher for elementary students/special needs elementary students, as this is what I'm going into college for right now.
Biggest regret?
hmm...I've got quite a few but I think two of them are kind of tied.

I regret trying weed when I was 13 with the people that I tried it with. Back then it wasn't legal so you had to know someone and even then, you could get laced easily (at least in my area). The first time I tried it, I was with a group of people who have been smoking for years and were several years older than me. Not only did I have a really bad panic attack that night, one of the guys there "saw me tripping out as an opportunity" iykyk. Now, as an adult, its been several years since then and still, every time I smell pot I start panicking. It makes just walking around feel like walking through a minefield.

I regret dropping out of high school because it made my attempts at recovery from my ED 10x harder than it needed to be (I lost a lot of my support system) and getting my high school equivalency was torturous. I had to teach myself everything and take the tests alone and getting that done took more years than high school would have taken me to complete and it held me back in so many ways. I'm older than most people in my college classes, I feel like I'm lacking in a lot of academic areas that others my age aren't and it messes with my self esteem daily.

So yeah, those are my biggest regrets.
 
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