Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
I work in an office setting with a bunch of women. I've been there almost a year and we've all gotten along. So about a week ago, the women in my cube stopped talking to me (these are grown ass women in their 30s). No explanation, no notice, quite honestly I didnt do anything wrong. The really sad part is that one of them is the lead attorneys "right hand" if you get my drift. Boob job, tight clothes, often takes the day off when the attorney is gone, very close knit the two of them are. I know I do suffer from some paranoia (no fucking wonder). Now I go into work where no one speaks to me (does wonders for my anxiety) and I'm just waiting for the axe to fall. SInce she has so much control over what happens in the office (she comes and goes when she wants) (I've been told to clock in and out exactly at 8 am, 12 pm, etc. - not 7:59 - again does wonders for my anxiety). I guess my point is no one gives a fuck if you have a disability (which is what I consider it) PTSD, anxiety, severe depression. They look at me as if I am a freak someone who doesn't fit in and never will. They've not lived through what I've lived through. Maybe I am just paranoid, but I'm tired of worrying whether I'm going to be fired because of some bimbo who puts out to keep her job. Thanks I just needed to vent. I really shouldn't worry I'm ctb soon anyway. I need to focus on that and not on these assholes
