Am I the only one that has thoughts of going out like this?

[tpboy]

I am not exactly sure why other than maybe to make certain of death and maybe it's my ocd. Maybe its because i want to make a mockery of the entire thing. I saw this on youtube once where a guy swallowed some pills, then cut his wrists, then set himself on fire while jumping off of a cliff. Not sure i would choose those but i can easily come up with 4-5 methods to employ at the same time. Would certainly be 100 percent effective but that is not the point.

 

[lebrodude]

Pills and wrist cutting statistically barely ever work.
If the cliff is high enough it'll do the job on its own.
Fire well, that's gonna hurt.

 

[tpboy]

I was thinking more on the lines of a fent od or at least enough to put me in another state of mind. followed with a shot to the head while falling off a bridge of about 100 feet. Or possibly substitute a 55 gallon drum of fuel for the bridge jump