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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
I just read a post that someone drank 20g of SN and failed. What's worse is that she was very sick for the next few days, VERY SICK. Is this my fate? Am I only destined to fail when I take my SN. I plan on taking my SN very soon. Is this what's in store for me? I can't fail. Oh please God, I can't fail, you must let me come Home.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,275
So many have succeeded with SN after all so I do believe it to be a reliable method, but it's understandable so desperately wishing not to fail ctb. It sounds horrific somehow ending up back here after trying to leave and it's awful how methods can potentially go wrong. But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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Enoughnow

Experienced
Feb 1, 2022
206
I've failed sn myself in the past although I did not follow stans guide I won't really get into it coz I'm not going through all the stuff with bullies on here that I went through when I posted that I see the person who posted today is dealing with now
But I def didn't follow the guide
Just don't get stuck on one method not all attempts are successful you have to have backups xx
Personally I'm going out tommorow while it's still mushroom season to see if I can find a death cap if not ill consider hanging got a few things I'm willing to try
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,292
If you drink the SN with the red cap, it's going to kill you. Please don't do it until you're ready.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,855
I just read a post that someone drank 20g of SN and failed. What's worse is that she was very sick for the next few days, VERY SICK. Is this my fate? Am I only destined to fail when I take my SN. I plan on taking my SN very soon. Is this what's in store for me? I can't fail. Oh please God, I can't fail, you must let me come Home.
Like any of us, you have no idea if this person really drank SN and failed. She may have. She may not have. This site is filled with many pro-lifers who come here only to tell their false tales of unsuccessful ctb in order to try and convince those who truly want to ctb that methods are no good, and if you try them, you might fail, too. It's a scare tactic. You have to be able to weed out the bogus claims.
 
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stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
I always feel better when I read that. My ctb partner and I are using sn with the red cap on Jan 7th

What are you going to do until then? I'm trying to make it through the holidays and that weekend in particular, but it's really hard hanging on…
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
What are you going to do until then? I'm trying to make it through the holidays and that weekend in particular, but it's really hard hanging on…
I'm just taking it day by day. I'm still working so that helps. I want to spend one last Christmas with my husband.
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
I'm just taking it day by day. I'm still working so that helps. I want to spend one last Christmas with my husband.
I see. I also want to spend Christmas with my wife. How do you feel about leaving your husband here?
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I see. I also want to spend Christmas with my wife. How do you feel about leaving your husband here?
I'm pushing the guilt away. I'm selfishly concentrating on myself so that this happens. I've lost all hope and now I've a wonderful ctb partner so it's happening. Those ctb failure posts don't help but I'm confident it will work.
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
I'm pushing the guilt away. I'm selfishly concentrating on myself so that this happens. I've lost all hope and now I've a wonderful ctb partner so it's happening. Those ctb failure posts don't help but I'm confident it will work.
I hope for the best for you. Jealous you have a partner to join you.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
If you drink the SN with the red cap, it's going to kill you. Please don't do it until you're ready.
I think I am going to use DD's instead of the one from Turkey. I'm probably going to open it and do a side by side comparison of the two, and I'll probably just end up using DD's. Because if I fail at this and the only way that I would fail would be because of the product, not because of me backing out, or not drinking the whole glass etc. But only if the product is defective will I fail (and be in a lot of pain if that's the case); so if I do fail, I don't see me trying again with it. So why not go all out and go with the brand that is more professional, etc. and that would be DD.
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
I read the same post you mentioned. My first reaction to it was that it was likely going to make alot of people nervous about their decision regarding SN. But then I decided that it wasn't my up to me to second guess the authenticity or intention of the person making the post. Sharing info can be helpful. Please remember that everyone's experience will always be different. Following the suggested instructions to the tee is also necessary. I hope you're able to find comfort and confidence regarding regarding SN and whether it's right for you.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
I read the same post you mentioned. My first reaction to it was that it was likely going to make alot of people nervous about their decision regarding SN. But then I decided that it wasn't my up to me to second guess the authenticity or intention of the person making the post. Sharing info can be helpful. Please remember that everyone's experience will always be different. Following the suggested instructions to the tee is also necessary. I hope you're able to find comfort and confidence regarding regarding SN and whether it's right for you.
It's all I got. SN is my method and I don't have any other. So it has to work. Otherwise I'm stuck in this life with no way out. I'll be following the instructions in the PPH as well as Stan's Guide. The only medication I have is the Olanzapine which hopefully will keep me from vomiting. Thank you for your kind words.
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
I always feel better when I read that. My ctb partner and I are using sn with the red cap on Jan 7th.
You're so lucky to have a method, date, AND a partner. May you both find true peace, smoothly, when the time arrives<3
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
You're so lucky to have a method, date, AND a partner. May you both find true peace, smoothly, when the time arrives<3
I'm still nervous. Everything should work but still have that nightmare scenario of waking up alive while my ctb partner is dead. It's probably unlikely that will happen but it's still nerve racking. He and I are just counting the days.
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,292
What makes you so confident about the SN with the red cap? Asking because I possess SN with a red cap, and I would love to be more confident.
Don't drink it if you're not ready to die.
 

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