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Some place nice

Some place nice

This world makes me sick
Oct 18, 2023
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My bf made me feel better, to the point that I broke and told him about how I was gonna attempt tonight. I didn't feel the urge nor the craving for ctb even after we got off the call until now at least... I crave for ctb at this point, like it's an addiction, but i wanna live too. Is it wrong for me to still want to ctb?
 
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Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
1,242
No, you're free to feel whatever you want. It's just that if you're conflicted, it means you're not sure (kind of by definition). And then the question is what would take more effort - to change the status quo, or not? CTB might imply more effort, no? (I'm sorry, I'm judging by my lazy self.)
 
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Labyrinth

There is no escaping the burden of existence
Jan 8, 2024
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No, you're free to feel whatever you want. It's just that if you're conflicted, it means you're not sure (kind of by definition). And then the question is what would take more effort - to change the status quo, or not? CTB might imply more effort, no? (I'm sorry, I'm judging by my lazy self.)
Hey @Adûnâi , are you also an incel like me?
 
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Subterran

Claustrophobic Caprid
Jan 17, 2024
15
Does your boyfriend think you're a bad person?
 
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