depressedsally

depressedsally

Dead
Nov 6, 2020
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So it's come to the day that im going to CTB. I will be leaving by CO poison. I have my tent sent up I've been here in the same place since yesterday and haven't seen a sole. So I'm very confident I won't get found until am CTB. I will start burning my briskets about 10pm tonight and once the flames etc have gone out I will take it in my tent with me. All going well I should take it in the tent approx 11/11:30 pm tonight.
I wanna thank everyone on this site who has taken time to talk to me . I really does mean a lot to me. These last few weeks have been hell, and you have all just made it that slightly bit easier. So thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I will keep you all updated up until the point I'm in the tent.
Wish me luck
Also if I'm not online by this time tomorrow you know I've been successful so can mods cross my name off please
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
Safe travels <3
 
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justpeachy

justpeachy

I’m haunted by the bottle & death on my breath.
Sep 6, 2020
297
I wish you the best of luck and a peaceful journey. :heart:
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
Safe and pleasant travels to the other side. May you find peace <3
 
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Deleted member 23009

Deleted member 23009

a flame dancing in the rain
Oct 20, 2020
138
I'm sorry for the pain you've gone through. :heart:

We haven't talked on here but I've seen you around and I just want to say I appreciate you.
I hope everything will go smoothly and you'll be free of your pain.

No matter what happens, we're here for you.

Safe travels. :heart:
 
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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
276
Wish you eternal peace
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
214
Yes, please, keep us updated. If you change your mind, that is i fine too, , we are here for you till the end.
Pm anytime if you need it, goes without saying. I know how much you have suffered and are suffering, I hope you find that elusive oasis of peace , we all search for, amidst all this anguish and chaos.
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,284
I wish you a quick and painless journey to eternal peace.
 
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iHateMyselflokay

iHateMyselflokay

Member
Nov 9, 2020
17
It's always okay to back out. I'm here if u wanna talk before CTB. Idk I just don't want u to go but I understand your pain. Safe travels sally ❤️
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
826
I'm so sorry. I hope you find your peace. :heart:
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
Safe travels! I liked reading your posts on SS. I hope you'll find peace :heart: :hug:
 
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LastWhisper

LastWhisper

Who cares if I'm drunk?
Oct 29, 2019
223
Good luck. Wish you peace.
 
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depressedsally

depressedsally

Dead
Nov 6, 2020
235
I'm sorry for the pain you've gone through. :heart:

We haven't talked on here but I've seen you around and I just want to say I appreciate you.
I hope everything will go smoothly and you'll be free of your pain.

No matter what happens, we're here for you.

Safe travels. :heart:
Thank you
Good luck. Wish you peace.
Thank you
Safe travels! I liked reading your posts on SS. I hope you'll find peace :heart: :hug:
Thank you
 
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Shinobi

Shinobi

It is how it is
Nov 19, 2020
8
Hi, I'm sorry. I hope you can find peace. Safe travels ❤️
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
I wish you eternal peace and painless travel.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,589
Have a smooth journey to the other side. I hope you find the peace you seek.
 
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JustABunchOfAtoms

She/they
Jul 23, 2020
516
Why are you CTBing now? You said you were on 14th February
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Going to miss chatting with you :aw: safe travels.:heart:
 
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Zebedee

Lost all hope
Sep 30, 2020
98
:aw: I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
Safe travels. :hug:
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
263
It never gets easier. I saw you around a lot lately and is going to be weird not seeing your profile and you around anymore.

Best of luck friend...
 
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SuicideRed

SuicideRed

Member
Nov 21, 2020
19
I just got here so I don't know your story, but I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,156
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
You're a very kindhearted person, and I'm glad I got the chance to talk to you, even if it was just a little. You don't deserve to have gone through any of the pain you have, and I'm so sorry it has lead you to this point. I hope you have a comfortable journey, and get the peace you deserve. Remember, it's always okay to back out if you're not ready yet, there's absolutely no shame in it. Either way, I'm sending you the biggest hugs, and wishing you the best of luck! :hug::heart:
 
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depressedsally

depressedsally

Dead
Nov 6, 2020
235
Thank you everyone for your messages I have been taking some time to reflect today. The reason I have brought CTB early is I did plan to do it In feb 21. But that's to far away I did discus it with a few people that I had brought my date forwards. Think I even done a thread on it! You have all been amazing and helped me threw so much. I'm finally ready now. Would you advise I wipe my phone ?
 
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
Thank you everyone for your messages I have been taking some time to reflect today. The reason I have brought CTB early is I did plan to do it In feb 21. But that's to far away I did discus it with a few people that I had brought my date forwards. Think I even done a thread on it! You have all been amazing and helped me threw so much. I'm finally ready now. Would you advise I wipe my phone ?
If you're able to, I think it would be a good idea to wipe your phone. There might be some things on there you don't want anyone else to see, so it'll keep things protected. Thank you for updating us, I'm glad you feel comfortable in your decision. :heart::heart:
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
U a brave person sis ... Wish u luck and peace u deserve. We will all miss u here
 
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