Venting Always circle back again.

[sancsuinet]

I fucking always end up back here, years and years of trying to move on and stop being so fucked up and its always temporary before I end up back here.
I always think things have changed and Im doing better then I start staying home more, I start cutting again and I circle back to not being able to do anything. Since the relationship its been more and more frequent that I end up back here.

I want to say more but I really just feel lost and blocked up.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be tiring what you go through, I'm sorry you've had to suffer so much in this cruel existence. But anyway best wishes.

 

[SVEN]

Life can be an endless treadmill, pointlessly running so hard to get nowhere.

 

[theboy]

I hear you. Sometimes it seems that the suffering never ends