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haggis

haggis

My peace will come with death
Jan 12, 2025
12
Crossed a new milestone today on this final journey, never have i been this close to doing it until today. I have my rope and have tested my hanging point. It's all coming together and now I just need to decide on what im using to relax myself enough todo it and sort out my final notes etc, the fear is definitely kicking in but at the same time I know ill finally be at peace soon and won't suffer anymore
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,869
I've been to this point too, and it's definitely scary. I'm sorry life brought you to this point and I wish you the best if you decide to go through with it. I don't know what's on the other side, but I can only hope it's peaceful.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
All the best to you in your journey and where you find yourself now, peace and love be with you.
 
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Boots2Scoots

Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
118
Crossed a new milestone today on this final journey, never have i been this close to doing it until today. I have my rope and have tested my hanging point. It's all coming together and now I just need to decide on what im using to relax myself enough todo it and sort out my final notes etc, the fear is definitely kicking in but at the same time I know ill finally be at peace soon and won't suffer anymore
I know that feeling. The fear, anxiety, intense emotions are all very heavy in these days leading up to my date. Best of luck to you in your endeavors.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,009
I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 

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