alright folks, here's a list of all of the things wrong with me or problems I'm dealing with off the top of my head:
- anhedonia
- inability to laugh, particularly when medicated
- "gifted" kid burnout ("you're gonna be a famous artist one day" my ass)
- autistic and living in the us, which if you haven't been living under a rock, you know is bad
- weird chronic fatigue/illness type shit that probably won't ever be diagnosed
- suppressed memories from childhood that apparently involved me acting out in public and having to be removed by security
- extremely low self-esteem
- inability to sustain coherent thoughts
- possible vitamin deficiencies or some stupid shit
- surrounded by happy-go-lucky positive people that don't fully understand how I feel and just end up making me feel worse about how stupid I am
- I could honestly go all day with this shit
I'm only 22 by the way. if you want to know more about any of these points, I may be able to elaborate. peace
- anhedonia
- inability to laugh, particularly when medicated
- "gifted" kid burnout ("you're gonna be a famous artist one day" my ass)
- autistic and living in the us, which if you haven't been living under a rock, you know is bad
- weird chronic fatigue/illness type shit that probably won't ever be diagnosed
- suppressed memories from childhood that apparently involved me acting out in public and having to be removed by security
- extremely low self-esteem
- inability to sustain coherent thoughts
- possible vitamin deficiencies or some stupid shit
- surrounded by happy-go-lucky positive people that don't fully understand how I feel and just end up making me feel worse about how stupid I am
- I could honestly go all day with this shit
I'm only 22 by the way. if you want to know more about any of these points, I may be able to elaborate. peace
