All I desire is ctb

[Gromit-CTB]

24/7 all I want is ctb. Nothing else has any importance. I plan all day for my exit. Am +2 days from last attempt and just want to be gone. Will try again next week I guess if I get the package I ordered (not SN). If that fails I will have a lot of pain and agony to deal with. I will then hope the second package arrives quick and can try that. All I want is to CTB and go before Christmas.

 

[Sherri]

24/7 all I want is ctb. Nothing else has any importance. I plan all day for my exit. Am +2 days from last attempt and just want to be gone. Will try again next week I guess if I get the package I ordered (not SN). If that fails I will have a lot of pain and agony to deal with. I will then hope the second package arrives quick and can try that. All I want is to CTB and go before Christmas.

Hugs Gromit.

 

[justanotherstar]

I hear your pain Gromit. It’s excruciating to be consumed by ctb 24/7 and having to wait. I hope you can find ways to get through without torturing yourself too much

 

[mimiopo22]

hi, i used to see you often before creating an account. you can see that you suffer. i don't want to see christmas too... where are you from? what is in the package you ordered?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

It's the worst feeling. I wait for email to arrive saying I can collect order but when it doesn't it crushes me for 24 hours. If I dont get it today I know have to wait for Monday and that is so far away

hi, i used to see you often before creating an account. you can see that you suffer. i don't want to see christmas too... where are you from? what is in the package you ordered?

Am in uk

 

[WornOutLife]

Hope you find peace, Gromit, you really deserve it.

Hugs

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I don't think I will. That's is my biggest concern.

 

[justsad&done]

I'm sorry your pain is so intense. I go through my days pretending to be ok, but thinking about CTB constantly.
I hope you find peace and comfort - why don't you think you will?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Because I have now had 14 attempts to ctb and still here. Have something on order which could work but knowing my luck won't. Also have SN on order but have issue with it getting through customs and that could take 5 weeks to get here. I just want to be gone now am 30 years overdue my first ctb date and life has gotten worse every day

 

[justsad&done]

Nobody deserves so much anguish. I will keep my fingers crossed and send positive vibes that things finally go you way and you are able to find comfort and peace at long last.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Just put up a post hoping someone in UK is wanting to ctb in next week or so and would consider a buddy. Have added myself to partners thread but no one wants to seem to go in there so reaching out to UK SS family in hope someone can help me