all alone

[TheHatedOne]

yeah another post where i talk about how alone i am and how no one cares blah blah. everything's empty and i totally hav eno one to whom i can share my true feelings to. i feel abandoned on all plans and it hurts. to think that not even the people you'd thought of as the most special in your life thought the same about you is really heartbreaking,. i was never loved, never regarded highly, never among someone's favorite persons, and will never be. i will get rid of this nightmare soon...

 

[Wrennie]

I know that we don't know each other personally, but I've related to a lot of some of the things you've posted! It's tragic to feel like you're all alone and that nobody cares about you & to continue to have your feelings disregarded by the people in your life. You deserve so much better and to be treated with dignity and respect.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I know that we don't know each other personally, but I relate to a lot of some of the things you've posted! It's tragic to feel like you're all alone and that nobody cares about you & to continue to have your feelings disregarded by the people in your life. You deserve so much better and to be treated with dignity and respect.

thanks, i nevertheless, if a after life actually exists and theres the possibility, ill still hug my friend even if the sentiment wasnt shared (im not sure but i always tend towards the negative conclusion becuasr thats the one that happens the most) . fuck this shit.

 

[Wrennie]

thanks, i nevertheless, if a after life actually exists and theres the possibility, ill still hug my friend even if the sentiment wasnt shared (im not sure but i always tend towards the negative conclusion becuasr thats the one that happens the most) . fuck this shit.

I've always been a "glass half empty" person too. In fact, the "glass" never even consisted of water, it consisted of piss (at least in my case).

Is unreciprocated romantic feelings toward your friend why you're feeling the way you feel? If so then I'm so sorry. That must be incredibly painful and isolating if that's the case. I've never really had crushes so I can't speak for the 'crushing' despair so to speak, but if that is the primary cause of your woes then you deserve a big digital hug.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I've always been a "glass half empty" person too. In fact, the "glass" never even consisted of water, it consisted of piss (at least in my case).

Is unreciprocated romantic feelings toward your friend why you're feeling the way you feel? If so then I'm so sorry. That must be incredibly painful and isolating if that's the case. I've never really had crushes so I can't speak for the 'crushing' despair so to speak, but if that is the primary cause of your woes then you deserve a big digital hug.

no, not romantic feelings. i wanted to be regarded as i regarded him too, or something along those lines. im not sure, there were some signs but last time we ever interacted... i don't know, it's difficult to explain and can't explain it in public anyway.

ill probably go eat as comfort and drink the whole bottle of vodka. that's all i know anyway. not as if im worthy of what everyone else is worth of.

 

[StarryStarry]

I can relate to your issues. I have much the same. The only people that have really cared are the people I have connected with on this site. They have been true friends and I'm luck to have found them. I hope you will feel the same.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I can relate to your issues. I have much the same. The only people that have really cared are the people I have connected with on this site. They have been true friends and I'm luck to have found them. I hope you will feel the same.

i'm not sure... i feel very confused at the moment. no anguish or something. just really confused.

 

[Wrennie]

no, not romantic feelings. i wanted to be regarded as i regarded him too, or something along those lines. im not sure, there were some signs but last time we ever interacted... i don't know, it's difficult to explain and can't explain it in public anyway.

ill probably go eat as comfort and drink the whole bottle of vodka. that's all i know anyway. not as if im worthy of what everyone else is worth of.

Oh, I think I might get it. I've had friends whom I truly respected and wanted to be "acknowledged" by in the past. My feelings of "respect/reverence" toward them were never reciprocated though.

I think you're much "worthier" than you believe. Judging from your profile pic, anyone who can appreciate the literary genius that is 'Monster' is a cut above the rest in my book.

 

[StarryStarry]

i'm not sure... i feel very confused at the moment. no anguish or something. just really confused.

You are NOT alone in feeling confused. I'm at that state of mind also. Why are you confused? If you're uncomfortable you don't have to tell me.