I'm looking to try alcohol for the first time. Something that will fuck me up until I forget everything, but tastes sweet and doesn't burn a lot on the way down. I can't cope anymore, I need to forget. It's too much
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WhiteDespair
The Temporary Problem is Life
- Oct 24, 2019
- 837
You don't want to add alcoholism to whatever you're going through.
memataporfavor
( つ・o・)つ still ill ╮｜｡＞ー＜｡｜╭
- Apr 6, 2019
- 65
My favorite drink has always been beer, so I can't really recommend you anything (also, idk what drinks are available where you live). But I need to tell you, as someone who HAD to stop drinking at 20 years old, alcohol only gave me more problems. It was good to get haha fucked up but almost every conflict I had in my life was due to alcohol, almost every fuck up I did was bc I was drunk all the time. So yea, it may make everything worse.
It's not like stopping made my life a dream come true buuut it did make a few troubles disappear. (Some problems go away, lots of new ones come)Reposting this as it's relevant here, my experience with alcohol...
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-stop-drinking.35070/post-651526
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
Who wants to hear my experience with alcohol?!
I love Cider! I'm from the westcountry in the southwest of England and we love our cider! Oo arr!!!
WhiteDespair
The Temporary Problem is Life
- Oct 24, 2019
- 837
I used to enjoy cider. Used to make my own. Lovely and clear, dry and apply. And ten pence a pint. Oh and 8 percent abv. Always hit the legs first.
Broken Chimera
The abyss also gazes into you
- May 27, 2019
- 973
Try some Moscato, it's wine but it's a good start and it's sweet. Or get some vodka and some juice, mix it the way you want. You could also try beer. Just don't go too hard early on. Work your way up to the harder stuff. And like others here said, don't overdo it. You don't want to be a alcoholic.
thank you. Finally someone who understands my lust for answers. Godspeed
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
I agree, Moscato is a good choice . My favorite has always been Crown Royal... But that's not sweet and it does burn for sure. Just my .02. Lol.
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
I like gin as well. Thats definitely stronger!
Where in UK are you from?
Wow! I would love to try your cider! It sounds scrumpylicious! ;-) :-)Last edited:1) don't develop a drinking habit -- i can 100% assure you it will make whatever you're going through way worse, and also burn through your wallet
2) if you want to ignore that advice: disaronno is very sweet and you can down it easily and get fucked quickly. but most bang for your buck is mixing bottom shelf vodka
please be careful
thanks so much. That was the kickstart I needed. I love you, and Godspeed. My journey into drunken bliss will
be so much smoother.
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
OP, you say you need to forget. Have you considered the option of sedating yourself instead? It's another way of escaping the pain without the problems alcohol entails.
Blu_1
Love, until you can love no more IG: trueblue_1010
- Mar 13, 2020
- 147
@meles_inoris A glass of wine with food, then a nap can be relaxing. Honey water with a wee bit vodka is also nice, IMO. Whichever you end up drinking, please eat something along so your stomach won't be upset after.
Underwhelming
Before I Disappear
- Mar 10, 2020
- 63
Stillhouse peach whiskey is my favorite. Im surprised i like it as much as i do.
All an illusion
Member
- Jul 13, 2019
- 85
I'm a vodka and soda/juice person...it's the only thing that keeps me sane but harms me at the same time. I try not to judge so good luck either way....our time here is limited so make of it the best you can
mesohappy
Cat piss sammich??
- Jan 10, 2020
- 674
Sometimes,well alot of times alcohol doesnt make you forget..Just numbs you and makes you more impulsive and destructive.
Your feelings may become amplified and do things you normally wouldnt have done.
May end up behind bars for that warmth in your belly and boost of confidence.Alcohol is a trap for many,only leading to a more steeper slope to tumble down.
Its all fun in the beginning.
Emily_Numb
Wizard
- Jan 14, 2020
- 654
How do you know cider isn't strong enough. As a recovering alcoholic ANY alcohol will work. I'm guessing your either very young or very naive. If you're on this forum and you haven't tried alcohol before they you really aren't at your last resort and you Alan it definitley haven't hit rock bottomI can drink whipped vodka like its water. Plain vodka is way too strong of a taste. But man do I feel it!
Deleted member 18655
Enlightened
- Jun 4, 2020
- 1,422
I could have written this! This very thing has been on my mind lately. All of the vices I have (and there are a few) aren't enough to take me away from the hell that is my reality.
There are definitely other substances you can consider instead of liquor.
You are posting in recovery so I assume you want to get better. The reality is, whatever you are trying to run away from, you can never get away from it. You must gather the courage to confront it head on, learn to deal with it effectively and healthily, and move on from there.
Liquor does not help with this. To quote someone else, it is a "consciousness-contracting (rather than expanding) agent".
Try LSD. Or MDMA. maybe DMT, Ketamine, perhaps even Cannabis under the right circumstances and usages. Don't start with alcohol if you haven't already been cursed by its touch.25cl lemon juice, 75cl vodka, 100g sugar
Put in freezer for 1h...
Down it goes like lemonade 1L of this can go down in under an hour. Not a good idea unless you want the DTs or a trip to A&E with alcohol poisoningLast edited:
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
When I die, you'll love me.
- Nov 19, 2019
- 458
Frosty Jack's is a good strong cider that's sweet.
Then I also like Peroni but that isn't strong.
I think Stella Artois was my first drink as I been an addict since I was 12 lol.
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
I know where you're coming from and I agree that drugs like these can do wonders if used correctly, but they are illegal and difficult to come by for most people. More importantly, notice that the OP doesn't have experience of alcohol and I would extrapolate that they don't have experience of scheduled drugs either. Given this, strong mind-altering drugs are perhaps not the best recommendation.Similar threads
