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Sigh_Sigh_Sigh

Member
Mar 9, 2023
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Is it just me that feels more suicidal after a few alcoholic drinks?
 
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deadhead12!

Member
Mar 12, 2023
42
it is a depressant
 
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endless_pain

Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
No I felt also the same in the past. That's why I'm not drinking anymore, would get the opposite effect, especially when mostly depressed
 
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wiltingorchid

Student
Apr 16, 2023
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For me it depends. Usually, if I first start out drinking i feel incredible funny and sociable, but after approximately and hour i feel horrible. Suicidal and depressed, unmotivated, and sad.
 
parader

parader

bpd cursed
Apr 15, 2023
113
For me it depends. Usually, if I first start out drinking i feel incredible funny and sociable, but after approximately and hour i feel horrible. Suicidal and depressed, unmotivated, and sad.

same! but also while i'm drinking it can sometimes make me happier and sometimes make me feel awful
it's like a gamble every time
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,147
not end my life suicidal but wishing that it were over
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
427
It starts out well, lifting my mood slightly, but If I go on a long bender and get blackout drunk night after night, my suicidal thoughts worsen the longer the drinking goes on.

I used it as a coping mechanism for so long, but I haven't been in control of it for a long time now.
 
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Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
Check out the Duff Gardens Seven Duffs of Drunkenness. We're all one of them when we drink. And sometimes you shift if you switch the liquor. Like I know a few people who are a little knifey on whiskey, but go full-on hug slut on rum. And by a few, I mean a shit ton. Don't write off drinking completely; there's a lot of options out there. Try something else next time.
 
Avyn

Avyn

Experienced
Jan 27, 2021
223
Whenever I drink there's a slight chance I am 100x more suicidal, that's when I usually end up attempting. But most of the times it makes me super happy and I don't worry about anything, then I get tired and sleep.
 
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Lavander 230

Lavander 230

Student
Mar 3, 2023
109
Opposite. Alcohol makes me extremely happy and playing video games becomes 5 times as fun.
 
pharmacoepia

pharmacoepia

STEM nerd that is pro-CTB. Asmov looks far-out eh?
Apr 9, 2023
105
Alcohol has GABAnergic effects on the CNS. I wouldn't be suprised if it's inhibiting neurotransmitter release and causing your issues. Some people actually feel happier on alcohol, especially those with anxiety or those suffering with grief.
 

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