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JWL

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Jan 15, 2019
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What's the alternative?


I don't know, but it's our responsibilty to make an alternative that doesn't cause harm or distress to others. Do ctb, but I'm against a selfish millennial 'entitled' view on it all.
 
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johnny

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I don't know, but it's our responsibilty to make an alternative that doesn't cause harm or distress to others. Do ctb, but I'm against a selfish millennial 'entitled' view on it all.
So...there is no alternative in that situation then...
 
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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
290
Can I mix N with anything or will the taste of N still be prevalent in whatever I mix with? Also, would that destroy the N?
 
johnny

johnny

Experienced
Dec 5, 2018
255
Can I mix N with anything or will the taste of N still be prevalent in whatever I mix with? Also, would that destroy the N?
Bad idea, it will still taste awful and you'll have more of it to drink
 
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IRIYAMA

Student
Apr 10, 2018
146
After sampling my N a few times, definitely go with the alcohol, it'll wash away the majority of the bitterness quickly..
 
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After sampling my N a few times, definitely go with the alcohol, it'll wash away the majority of the bitterness quickly..
What kind of alcohol do you think would be best?

Was it physically hard to swallow, or just a very bad taste?
 
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IRIYAMA

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Apr 10, 2018
146
What kind of alcohol do you think would be best?

Was it physically hard to swallow, or just a very bad taste?

G'day Johnny
Don't think it really matters, I chased it down with some scotch and it masked most of the taste, because it's so bitter there will still be some N aftertaste.
It's not too hard to swallow, you have to be determined though it has a strong taste and could easily bring it up without anti emetics..
 
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Mistress Death

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G'day Johnny
Don't think it really matters, I chased it down with some scotch and it masked most of the taste, because it's so bitter there will still be some N aftertaste.
It's not too hard to swallow, you have to be determined though it has a strong taste and could easily bring it up without anti emetics..
F*** Why do all the relatively easy methods have a nasty/bitter taste? And yes, I know why it's just highly annoying. Would bailey's work, or do I need something with a highly alcohol content? Eh, might as well do both. A few small sips of each won't do much other than hopefully masking the taste.
 
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johnny

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Dec 5, 2018
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G'day Johnny
Don't think it really matters, I chased it down with some scotch and it masked most of the taste, because it's so bitter there will still be some N aftertaste.
It's not too hard to swallow, you have to be determined though it has a strong taste and could easily bring it up without anti emetics..
So upon swallowing, you instantly felt the need to vomit?
 
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IRIYAMA

Student
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So upon swallowing, you instantly felt the need to vomit?

Wasn't trying to imply that Johnny, we're all different. There would be a big difference to sampling 1-2 grams and drinking 15grams and wanting to vomit.
Only taking a small bit the bitterness is quite potent, I maybe the only one here with powdered N, the liquid an could be a lot worse or better depending on the person, so my perspective can only come from experiencing taking this type of Nem..
 
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johnny

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Wasn't trying to imply that Johnny, we're all different. There would be a big difference to sampling 1-2 grams and drinking 15grams and wanting to vomit.
Only taking a small bit the bitterness is quite potent, I maybe the only one here with powdered N, the liquid an could be a lot worse or better depending on the person, so my perspective can only come from experiencing taking this type of Nem..
Oh ok, I didn't realize it was the powder version you had. Yes I have read the liquid version is distinctively worse tasting
 
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Mistress Death

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Oh ok, I didn't realize it was the powder version you had. Yes I have read the liquid version is distinctively worse tasting
Is the powder still available somewhere?
 
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johnny

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Is the powder still available somewhere?
Unfortunately not, it used to be sold by a Chinese vendor who no longer sells. Now A has a complete monopoly of this business
 
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WayOut

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Oct 26, 2018
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Yes but it's expensive
No. Any contact given for powder atm is a scam. Any contact other than A for liquid atm is also a scam.
 
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Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
No. Any contact given for powder atm is a scam. Any contact other than A for liquid atm is also a scam.
No. There are Chinese labs who make RC designer drugs who will make pentobarbital on demand for compensation. Its not hard to make. Who do you think made the powder floating around a couple years ago
 
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WayOut

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No. There are Chinese labs who make RC designer drugs who will make pentobarbital on demand for compensation. Its not hard to make. Who do you think made the powder floating around a couple years ago
You are persisting. Why? And you tried to divert from my point in a shifty sideways move. Why?

I said any contact provided here for powdered N is a scam.
I was not theorizing about whether there are any chinese labs which can and/or do produce powdered N. No powder has been floating around over the past couple of years.

I also said any contact provided here for liquid N suppliers other than A's verified email is a scam.

Scamming specifically by providing fake emails for A, and any emails for Patrick or Domingo or T or whoever is happening all the time. The scammers are really here, not quite blending in but having a stab at it. Why? Because it's lucrative for them. The forum is an aggregator for desperate, maybe suicidal and likely vulnerable people. Perfect scam targets. Sad but true, and it's a gold mine for scammers. Remember, most people don't actually post much. they come here for information, get a contact for a N supplier from someone who seems credible on the site, they get scammed, and they go away quietly. Some people are so ashamed at being scammed that they don't post to warn others.

If you have any contacts for N apart from verified A, say so here. A few of us will PM you for the details. I am super keen to find out which chinese lab you're referring to, dude. The one that makes N.

How about you stand by your statement and PM me your contact(s).


Edit. Be careful also of anyone PMing a link to the PPeH. There have been altered copies popping up on this forum many times.
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
So...there is no alternative in that situation then...


It's your plan, so your responsibility to make sure you do it in a way that will cause zero or the least harm to others. I see my plan in those terms, and I don't think it's that hard.
 
Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,215
You are persisting. Why? And you tried to divert from my point in a shifty sideways move. Why?

I said any contact provided here for powdered N is a scam.
I was not theorizing about whether there are any chinese labs which can and/or do produce powdered N. No powder has been floating around over the past couple of years.

I also said any contact provided here for liquid N suppliers other than A's verified email is a scam.

Scamming specifically by providing fake emails for A, and any emails for Patrick or Domingo or T or whoever is happening all the time. The scammers are really here, not quite blending in but having a stab at it. Why? Because it's lucrative for them. The forum is an aggregator for desperate, maybe suicidal and likely vulnerable people. Perfect scam targets. Sad but true, and it's a gold mine for scammers. Remember, most people don't actually post much. they come here for information, get a contact for a N supplier from someone who seems credible on the site, they get scammed, and they go away quietly. Some people are so ashamed at being scammed that they don't post to warn others.

If you have any contacts for N apart from verified A, say so here. A few of us will PM you for the details. I am super keen to find out which chinese lab you're referring to, dude. The one that makes N.

How about you stand by your statement and PM me your contact(s).


Edit. Be careful also of anyone PMing a link to the PPeH. There have been altered copies popping up on this forum many times.

Right, so the same poster who has apparently been climbing into other users' PMs offering to assist in N procurement is now stating publicly that powdered N is available, but expensive. There's something really, really off about that, l hope other users aren't following this person's "advice".

I very much appreciate that the post pretending N powder is still available was liked by the user 'Death', whose most memorable contribution to the forum so far was this scam adjacent nonsense:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/psa-domingo-scammer.10068/#post-190068

Both slippery as fuck, avoid like the plague imo.
 
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Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
You are persisting. Why? And you tried to divert from my point in a shifty sideways move. Why?

I said any contact provided here for powdered N is a scam.
I was not theorizing about whether there are any chinese labs which can and/or do produce powdered N. No powder has been floating around over the past couple of years.

I also said any contact provided here for liquid N suppliers other than A's verified email is a scam.

Scamming specifically by providing fake emails for A, and any emails for Patrick or Domingo or T or whoever is happening all the time. The scammers are really here, not quite blending in but having a stab at it. Why? Because it's lucrative for them. The forum is an aggregator for desperate, maybe suicidal and likely vulnerable people. Perfect scam targets. Sad but true, and it's a gold mine for scammers. Remember, most people don't actually post much. they come here for information, get a contact for a N supplier from someone who seems credible on the site, they get scammed, and they go away quietly. Some people are so ashamed at being scammed that they don't post to warn others.

If you have any contacts for N apart from verified A, say so here. A few of us will PM you for the details. I am super keen to find out which chinese lab you're referring to, dude. The one that makes N.

How about you stand by your statement and PM me your contact(s).


Edit. Be careful also of anyone PMing a link to the PPeH. There have been altered copies popping up on this forum many times.
Once I get my exit test kit we will see.
 
Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Once I get my exit test kit we will see.

Dubiousness reigns yet again.

Why do you want powdered N when you already stated, in multiple threads, that you will be using H or amitryptaline, the latter you declared you got a script for, which you recanted after I called you out on yet another thread you made asking where to source A—you explained
that your psychiatrist intervened and stopped the prescription? Then you decided on H and benzos and vodka.

Now, you are ordering exit test kits for N and confusing the hell out of everyone. I feel like I need to be Carmen Sandiego to keep up with you.

Please, can you write a coherent post to clarify all the above?

Thanks.
 
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Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
Dubiousness reigns yet again.

Why do you want powdered N when you already stated, in multiple threads, that you will be using H or amitryptaline, the latter you declared you got a script for, which you recanted after I called you out on yet another thread you made asking where to source A—you explained
that your psychiatrist intervened and stopped the prescription? Then you decided on H and benzos and vodka.

Now, you are ordering exit test kits for N and confusing the hell out of everyone. I feel like I need to be Carmen Sandiego to keep up with you.

Please, can you write a coherent post to clarify all the above?

Thanks.
Finding a method is difficult. I'm actively corresponding with people from Indiamart for amitriptyline still. I said my psychiatrist intervened before you "intervened" to arak in a thread before you started finding my old threads and making accusations, And yes I may have found powdered N from a research chemical supplier so I'm ordering an exit kit to verify the authenticity. That is all I will say
 
Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Finding a method is difficult. I'm actively corresponding with people from Indiamart for amitriptyline still. I said my psychiatrist intervened before you "intervened" to arak in a thread before you started finding my old threads and making accusations, And yes I may have found powdered N from a research chemical supplier so I'm ordering an exit kit to verify the authenticity. That is all I will say

I'm going to lose my shit here but I won't because I don't want to be banned.

So, I'll let others chime in and watch from the sidelines.
 
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Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
I'm going to lose my shit here but I won't because I don't want to be banned.

So, I'll let others chime in and watch from the sidelines.
Why are you so upset? Go look in the thread about amitriptyline yourself. Amitriptyline cocktail thread. I said it before you started blowing up my threads. Chill
 
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Mistress Death

Experienced
Dec 9, 2018
290
Why are you so upset? Go look in the thread about amitriptyline yourself. Amitriptyline cocktail thread. I said it before you started blowing up my threads. Chill
I'm going to lose my shit here but I won't because I don't want to be banned.

So, I'll let others chime in and watch from the sidelines.

Please keep personal issues in private conversations.
 
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