spellbound
My Great Guilt
- Apr 25, 2026
- 97
My biggest problem with alcohol is that it's so damn good at what it does, that is helping me when I feel really, really depressed, which is quite often. It truly helps, temporarily of course.
When I was upset, I used to cut myself, but my mom really didn't like that. So I switched to choking myself, but people on here noted that this could lead to brain damage and that scared me a lot. So now I'm onto drinking.
And sure, sometimes I drink and I'm still miserable. But then I drink even more and I'm so so fucked up that I guess I ain't exactly happy, but I feel peaceful. Like I finally drowned my damn demons. Takes a lot to get those bastards tho.
When I was a kid and I felt the same way I used to drink warm milk. Things got so much worse since. But it was awful then.
That conclude my toast and I'll start drinking now, cheers everyone
When I was upset, I used to cut myself, but my mom really didn't like that. So I switched to choking myself, but people on here noted that this could lead to brain damage and that scared me a lot. So now I'm onto drinking.
And sure, sometimes I drink and I'm still miserable. But then I drink even more and I'm so so fucked up that I guess I ain't exactly happy, but I feel peaceful. Like I finally drowned my damn demons. Takes a lot to get those bastards tho.
When I was a kid and I felt the same way I used to drink warm milk. Things got so much worse since. But it was awful then.
That conclude my toast and I'll start drinking now, cheers everyone
