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Suspect_Device
Student
- Jul 10, 2022
- 136
I feel like my life would have turned out much better than it has if I wasn't such a slave to alcohol. At the same time I don't think the mistakes that I've made and the damage that I've done to myself can ever be reconciled, even if I stopped drinking. And I don't think I'll have the courage to end it without alcohol either. I went to an AA meeting last week and it was horrible. Crusty old eyesores killing themselves with stinking nicotine, their gross guts hanging out over their belts. I wondered why they didn't just kill themselves.