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nooneyouknow

actively dying atp
Jul 17, 2024
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my birthday is in 3 hours. i wasnt supposed to be alive this long and I'm not really sure how much im looking forward to this. the only plus side is that my one stupid plan to off myself is just getting closer. idk i just hate it, too much of a reminder my family doesnt give any shit, which is fine ive gotten used to it just i wish i could wake up and the day be over. i think im just tired
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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For what it's worth, happy birthday.
Do something for you. Possibly parent free.
 
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Amile

Amile

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Sep 17, 2020
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Mine was 3 months ago and had my most serious attempt a few days before.
Really, there are few things that i hate more than birthdays, I'm too old and too late and there is nothing in the future that looks worthy enough just and only thanks to my age. I was not mean to survive for so long.
I don't care if i will be a billionaire at 30, just having 30 is enough to ctb.
 
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monetpompo

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Apr 21, 2025
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i hate my birthday too. loneliest day of the year no matter what i do or who i spend it with. i pretty much want everybody to tell me they love me (insane person daydream) and give me gifts but no one remembers or gets me anything each time. i know some people remember but only when i've already talked about it the day before. you should do something fun. i would probably go to a cafe or eat shaved ice, then go on a long walk in the woods if the weather's looking better. i feel the best when i'm not just in my room thinking about how alone i am.
 
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semio

semio

Im in a good mood, so good, I'ma kill that spider
Jun 3, 2025
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I hope that you have a day as nice as possible, birthdays are always hard for me too. If you can make the day yours, leave and do your own thing, something you enjoy and spend the day outside or at one of your favorite places and just take the day without thinking about anyone else.
Happy Birthday <3
 
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Linda

Linda

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Jul 30, 2020
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my birthday is in 3 hours. i wasnt supposed to be alive this long and I'm not really sure how much im looking forward to this. the only plus side is that my one stupid plan to off myself is just getting closer. idk i just hate it, too much of a reminder my family doesnt give any shit, which is fine ive gotten used to it just i wish i could wake up and the day be over. i think im just tired
Don't worry about ageing. So long as your health is OK, your age hardly matters. (I'm 72.)
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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The risk of brain damage from stroke or dementia or alsheimers increases exponentially after age 60.

The brain starts decline cognitively at age 25. Inductive reasoning starts declining at age 25

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I worked in a nursing home. IMo Old age Is torture for most

 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,065
I understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel tired, I wish you the best.
 

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