Agh

[iamgoddamnlost]

I just hate myself for being scared? Last night I was about to ctb and I regret now in the morning to not do it tf

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally really wish it's not so difficult to permanently leave this existence, I wish suicide is as straightforward as never waking again but anyway best wishes, I'm sorry you suffer.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Don't be too hard on yourself. The SI is pretty hard to override.

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

I personally really wish it's not so difficult to permanently leave this existence, I wish suicide is as straightforward as never waking again but anyway best wishes, I'm sorry you suffer.

Thankyou and same

Don't be too hard on yourself. The SI is pretty hard to override.

I am sorry but what's SI?

 

[chester]

I am sorry but what's SI?

Survival instinct. And I know exactly how you feel, it got me too.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I just hate myself for being scared? Last night I was about to ctb and I regret now in the morning to not do it tf

Don't hate yourself for not going through. A little over a year ago I was so ready to attempt and I had the best chances to just do it. I was alone for several days and many times during the year. At the end I didn't even really attempt. I regretted it many times but now I'm still here and less suicidal.

We're here for you!!

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

Survival instinct. And I know exactly how you feel, it got me too.

:( Thankyou

Don't hate yourself for not going through. A little over a year ago I was so ready to attempt and I had the best chances to just do it. I was alone for several days and many times during the year. At the end I didn't even really attempt. I regretted it many times but now I'm still here and less suicidal.

We're here for you!!

:) Thankyou so much!