I just hate myself for being scared? Last night I was about to ctb and I regret now in the morning to not do it tf
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,164
I personally really wish it's not so difficult to permanently leave this existence, I wish suicide is as straightforward as never waking again but anyway best wishes, I'm sorry you suffer.
nihilistic_dragon
Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
- Aug 6, 2024
- 884
Don't be too hard on yourself. The SI is pretty hard to override.
Survival instinct. And I know exactly how you feel, it got me too.
Don't hate yourself for not going through. A little over a year ago I was so ready to attempt and I had the best chances to just do it. I was alone for several days and many times during the year. At the end I didn't even really attempt. I regretted it many times but now I'm still here and less suicidal.I just hate myself for being scared? Last night I was about to ctb and I regret now in the morning to not do it tf
We're here for you!!
:( Thankyou
:) Thankyou so much!Don't hate yourself for not going through. A little over a year ago I was so ready to attempt and I had the best chances to just do it. I was alone for several days and many times during the year. At the end I didn't even really attempt. I regretted it many times but now I'm still here and less suicidal.
We're here for you!!
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