Age

[Pyxel]

Around what age do you not intend to make it past? I plan to ctb before I reach 30, regardless of future circumstances.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

hoping i don't make it past my next bdayso 22.

 

[Final_Choice]

25 is my hard cut off. Though I'm planning on doing it within this or next year when I'm 21.

 

[computersrfun]

25, and I just turned 24. I've gotta move quickly!!

 

[ObssessedEirika]

Gotta say 25-27.

 

[Lavínia]

If i succeed, 22. Can't imagine more time than that

 

[divinemistress36]

I'm 36 I don't want to live past 40
. In my 20s I thought 30 was old, it's not.

 

[sserafim]

I'm 23 and I don't want to live past 25. That's my maximum exit point. I didn't even want to live past 18, but I didn't do anything about it. I'll make sure to do something about it this time around.

 

[Dliena]

Prob 24/25 for me but anything can happen so who knows.

 

[fishlover]

31-35 maybe. it depends

 

[lemonbunny]

im also marking 30. hopefully i've had everything set in place by then

 

[thinvy]

27. not cause I care about the 27 club or anything like that. Hell, I didn't even know what it was until my sister's friend said something about it once AGES ago.
I've just drifted through life way longer than I ever anticipated I even could, and now that the opportunity is there, why not take it lol
also I just refuse to live a full extra year more. I'm already pushing myself to make it this far. I've had close calls this week where if I hadn't had to worry about paying off my life insurance for the month, I probably would've offed myself lol

 

[Return2themoonlight]

I honestly dont want to see or make it too my 27th birthday next month.... But life and this wicked world always find a way to make you stick around longer than what you want or expect.

 

[maidens]

i'm 100% not living past 25 lol, I'd be surprised if I even got there

 

[Forever Sleep]

I don't know because I'm waiting on my Dad to go first. You're all making me feel very old though... I'm already 44! No one here seems to want to hang on that long even... I don't blame you.

I suppose honestly though, living even 5 more years looks like a vertical cliff face with no places to grip.

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

One one side I still have a tiny bit of hope and my cats - on the other one constant anxiety is a torture: likely won't live until the end of this year.

 

[notherenotnow]

25 for sure. I meant to do it before I turned 15, but well, something didnt work out.

 

[silent.desperation]

I'm also a dinosaur at 43. My feelings toward CTB change (with my moods) but any time from now until 50 seems likely.
Ask me tomorrow and I may say 44, which is only a few months away so we'll see!

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I was so sure I'd want to CTB by 30 but sadly I just couldn't. First I wanted to CTB at 28 but then things got in the way and I spent my 29th year procrastinating and now I'm 30.

 

[DecisionToLeave]

22

 

[tbroken]

I'll be 33 soon, but I hope to don't reach them.

 

[Unattainable666]

Not past 62. Birthday in July I'll be h one before then

 

[tsumihoroboshi]

When I was younger, my plan ws before 16 (which seemed to be the common age to ctb in my old friendgroup), repeated failed attempts and procrastination a decade later I don't know. I don't want to make it past the next few months. I don't want to live to see 32... It's painful to think about. Just... wasting more time. I'm just waiting for things to get worse and worse until I finally just can't take it anymore. There's so much planning that goes into it...

When I was 21, I was so sure it was time and I didn't want one of my friends to be lonely so I introduced them into my other friendgroup and they hit it off pretty well. I think they're still friends today (I'm not with either anymore because of circumstances...). Another failed attempt. It's shameful.

 

[Umacon]

Ι will be 44 in 3 months. I want CTB before reaching 45

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that I've already suffered for far too long in this existence, even one second of being burdened with this existence is one second too long, only never existing is perfection to me as I don't wish to suffer in any way, only never existing is the true way to avoid suffering.

23 years is such an incredibly long time and I don't know how long this will continue, not everyone is privileged enough to be able to permanently free themselves from this cruel and futile existence at any moment. The absence of peaceful ways to find true peace from all the suffering existing causes truly is tragic, the fact that suicide is cruelly made so inaccessible just leads to way more harm.

 

[Linda]

I don't really see the point in setting any particular age as a deadline. If life really is intolerable now, then why wait? If it's not intolerable, why do you suppose that it will suddenly become intolerable when you reach some particular birthday. My experience has been that in most respects life becomes easier to manage as you get older.

 

[Silent Raindrops]

I just turned 54 yesterday, I have no intention of living through the month of March.

 

[heisenberg]

im probably not making it past 21.

 

[Akaraine]

I want to ctb before this April.

 

[strangelife]

41, I think it's not enough, but my illness…