suicidalenby
waiting for the bus
- Feb 25, 2023
- 26
So I guess I just wanted to talk about something that I've talked about with some of the people I know irl and wanted to see your guys' thoughts on it.
When I die, I'm so hopeful that it's just,, nothing. I don't want to exist after I've already lived this life. Like, the whole concept of certain people getting rewarded while others get punished... that's just... scary. But one of my roommates feels the exact opposite of that, she's scared that she won't exist after they die. Wants to make a difference with the people they care about, which makes sense. I'm torn between desperately wanting to matter to someone to leave an impact and feeling like it's completely futile. And if I do end up successfully ctb at some point, I wouldn't want to have to see the people I left behind. Curious of your guys' opinions.
When I die, I'm so hopeful that it's just,, nothing. I don't want to exist after I've already lived this life. Like, the whole concept of certain people getting rewarded while others get punished... that's just... scary. But one of my roommates feels the exact opposite of that, she's scared that she won't exist after they die. Wants to make a difference with the people they care about, which makes sense. I'm torn between desperately wanting to matter to someone to leave an impact and feeling like it's completely futile. And if I do end up successfully ctb at some point, I wouldn't want to have to see the people I left behind. Curious of your guys' opinions.