catbunny
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- Jun 19, 2024
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I have been thinking so much about the after life. I was thinking about it ever since I was 5 years old because I was told by my grandma about it like "if youre being nice in this life, next life you'll have a good life" stuff like that. And also the concept of angels and demons. I don't really believe in those. But I believe in ghost as they're someone who wandering around, waiting for their turn to be reborn.
I have been thinking, what if that is the after life. Youre a wanderer, watching people but can't do anything.
Second thought, what if heaven and hell are true. When youre good enough, you'll live in cloud nine and the opposite. That leads me to another wondering:
- Imagine youre this person who is not good enough for heaven, not bad enough for hell. You're depressed and you CTB. But since you cant be heaven and cant be in hell, you suppose to be a wanderer. However, you are considered as "not appropriate life" because you CTB.
-> What if the afterlife is where you have to live in the day or the moment you die until its your turn to be reborn?
That afterlife will forever haunted me. What if I hanged myself and then for the next 100years I have to re live that moment when I can't breath and squirming for air, every single day, 24/7, for 100 years.
I have been thinking, what if that is the after life. Youre a wanderer, watching people but can't do anything.
Second thought, what if heaven and hell are true. When youre good enough, you'll live in cloud nine and the opposite. That leads me to another wondering:
- Imagine youre this person who is not good enough for heaven, not bad enough for hell. You're depressed and you CTB. But since you cant be heaven and cant be in hell, you suppose to be a wanderer. However, you are considered as "not appropriate life" because you CTB.
-> What if the afterlife is where you have to live in the day or the moment you die until its your turn to be reborn?
That afterlife will forever haunted me. What if I hanged myself and then for the next 100years I have to re live that moment when I can't breath and squirming for air, every single day, 24/7, for 100 years.