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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Pleade be aware, if you really believe after death comes nothing, your plan of suicide is much more difficult.
 
goat

goat

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus
May 18, 2021
149
After death comes the autopsy and the burial, if they find your corpse :)

The belief that there's nothing afterwards is what soothes me actually. I like this idea and it brings me peace.
 
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goat

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus
May 18, 2021
149
I think cults are macabre. I deeply dislike the idea of manipulating weaker minds to absurd purposes.
They all use the same tactics of control, it's disgusting.

I prefer to ctb for my own truth than for someone else's sick distortions, even if having a believe, no matter how ridiculous its, makes the whole suicide "easier"
 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642
Funny, people can use after life as a way to comfort them like heaven gate or to scare them too. Depends on perspective.

But the same thing is those heaven gate also just longing for a better place out of this world
I think cults are macabre. I deeply dislike the idea of manipulating weaker minds to absurd purposes.
They all use the same tactics of control, it's disgusting.

I prefer to ctb for my own truth than for someone else's sick distortions, even if having a believe, no matter how ridiculous its, makes the whole suicide "easier"
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,511
I believe there is nothing after death. When we lose consciousness, we are gone, that is the end of us. We return to the same nothingness that we were in before we were born. That thought comforts me actually. I guess we simply do not know really, it is the unknown.
 
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vold3m0r†

vold3m0r†

Member
May 13, 2021
29
what do you guys think about reincarnation? would u want to be reincarnated if its a utopia, with no problems whatsoever?

id reincarnate, if its on a better planet than this lol; other than that, eternal blissful void
 
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goat

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus
May 18, 2021
149
what do you guys think about reincarnation? would u want to be reincarnated if its a utopia, with no problems whatsoever?

id reincarnate, if its on a better planet than this lol; other than that, eternal blissful void

I don't believe in reincarnation but if it exists anyway and I could choose I wouldn't want to reincarnate.
Only maybe if I could be a mountain goat. Otherwise no way. Period.
But I can only hope it doesn't exists
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Sorry folks, but it only gets more difficult if you believe that.
 
goat

goat

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus
May 18, 2021
149
"What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly." :hihi: Each person has a different take on things. Maybe what makes it difficult to you is what makes it easier to others
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247

We're in a prison , electromagnetic grid and your suffering, strife, friction, struggle, conflicts gives energy to other entities.. it doesn matter if you're the good guy or the bad guy in the game.. it's the struggle that feeds the parasitic electromagnetic entities.. the only way to win is to not play...

This is the matrix and it's loaded with false gods, spiritual guides, religions and all sorts of deceptive measures to keep you playing.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
This is very controversial. Some people say reincarnation, others say nothingness. I believe in the second one.
 
At_The_End

At_The_End

Member
Jun 7, 2021
34
After death comes the autopsy and the burial, if they find your corpse :)

The belief that there's nothing afterwards is what soothes me actually. I like this idea and it brings me peace.
The ultimate peace comes in the space between life and death...
 
hermes

hermes

Student
Jun 4, 2021
179
Pleade be aware, if you really believe after death comes nothing, your plan of suicide is much more difficult.
Its the other way around.
If its nothingness after death, CTB decision becomes obvious decision when life here becomes difficult.

If its Hell for CTB as Christianity/Islam proposes then CTB is out of question and put up with whatever shit life throws at you.
if its reincarnation after death as HIndus/Buddhists believe and your next life depends on your karma, then you have to live longer to improve ur Karma score.
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
238

We're in a prison , electromagnetic grid and your suffering, strife, friction, struggle, conflicts gives energy to other entities.. it doesn matter if you're the good guy or the bad guy in the game.. it's the struggle that feeds the parasitic electromagnetic entities.. the only way to win is to not play...

This is the matrix and it's loaded with false gods, spiritual guides, religions and all sorts of deceptive measures to keep you playing.
See I've done some research on this concept. THIS scares me more than anything tbh. Because how sinister could it be? to what end? I'm willing to take my chances tbh.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
movie "the discovery" is about this topic. pretty interesting
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
See I've done some research on this concept. THIS scares me more than anything tbh. Because how sinister could it be? to what end? I'm willing to take my chances tbh.
Considering everything is a scam and loaded with deception in life, I'd say it's a safe bet death is the same way. There's a site howttoexiththe matrix and they go over soul contract revocations. I know it sounds silly but I plan on meditating and reading these for about 2 weeks at least before I ctb.

We have to die consciously and be prepared to meet whomever.. and also be wired to say fuck off if they try to show u how your life could have been or try to guilt u in any way.

I think If u agree to another chance, or show some regret.. bam you're back in a body before u even collect your bearings

. And all they need is one moment of weakness to push u back in.. run from the light... It's probably a trick
 
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Computer Blue

Member
Jan 19, 2021
56
I have spent most of my life being overly skeptical about any god or afterlife due to the horrors in the world … even though I can understand that growth requires suffering, it is the horrific suffering that has troubled me most. I never wanted to try to "believe" something just to make me feel better but I was actually forced to do so. Now, I firmly believe in reincarnation after hearing about so many NDE's that all report very similar things. It is enough to make me get up and plow through another day over and over. If it turns out I am wrong … then I will never know it.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
See I've done some research on this concept. THIS scares me more than anything tbh. Because how sinister could it be? to what end? I'm willing to take my chances tbh.
Well that's the other thing. I doubt you'll feel any sinister vibes .. that's the trick.. these entities will reflect back love.. the same way a farmer loves his chickens and cows before he chops their head off. You'll never see it coming if your guard is down

Look around, who in their right mind would choose this hell knowing you only have a short time before you wither away and suffer thru the end days? to be totally dependant on parents as fucked up as they could be?

to be a slave for money and the whole "system"? etc etc etc.
we had to be tricked or downright stupid..
 
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Disco Biscuit

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Mar 1, 2020
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I have spent most of my life being overly skeptical about any god or afterlife due to the horrors in the world … even though I can understand that growth requires suffering, it is the horrific suffering that has troubled me most. I never wanted to try to "believe" something just to make me feel better but I was actually forced to do so. Now, I firmly believe in reincarnation after hearing about so many NDE's that all report very similar things. It is enough to make me get up and plow through another day over and over. If it turns out I am wrong … then I will never know it.
This reflects my sentiments exactly. I thought people who believed in god and the afterlife were idiots who wanted to believe in something because it made them feel nice. I thought that everything came from matter, including consciousness. This is a laughable concept to me now.

I've spent hundreds of hours now researching NDEs and there's no other conclusion - the afterlife is real. Once you adjust to the paradigm-shifting idea that consciousness is independent of the brain and the universe is made of consciousness, the idea of other realms beyond this physical one makes a lot more sense.

Even the UFO situation starts to make more sense.

Things are A LOT more complicated and interesting than materialism.

Edit to add: apparently, Earth is a school and our souls came here voluntarily, the afterlife is amazing and there's no such place as hell (even for the people who really mess up). The afterlife transcends any religion or even human comprehension. We're loved more than we can possibly imagine, apparently.

Oh, and time isn't real either.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
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This reflects my sentiments exactly. I thought people who believed in god and the afterlife were idiots who wanted to believe in something because it made them feel nice. I thought that everything came from matter, including consciousness. This is a laughable concept to me now.

I've spent hundreds of hours now researching NDEs and there's no other conclusion - the afterlife is real. Once you adjust to the paradigm-shifting idea that consciousness is independent of the brain and the universe is made of consciousness, the idea of other realms beyond this physical one makes a lot more sense.

Even the UFO situation starts to make more sense.

Things are A LOT more complicated and interesting than scientific materialism.

Edit to add: apparently, Earth is a school and our souls came here voluntarily, the afterlife is amazing and there's no such place as hell (even for the people who really mess up). The afterlife transcends any religion or even human comprehension. We're loved more than we can possibly imagine, apparently.

Oh, and time isn't real either.
I think the schooling angle is a trick/lie. If this was truly a school and we're reincarnating over and over then why are our memories scrubbed? This puts us at a huge disadvantage and is pretty unfair..

oh sure maybe you pick up some innate knowledge or gifted with a special talent in a new life from something you possibly excelled at previously.

But in terms of actual knowledge or lessons learned it's wiped.. pretty fucked up if u ask me.. society keeps advancing as a whole but you're stuck back at square one.. and now you're reshaped into the current paradigm.. which gets more sinister by the day.. teaching conformity, where freedom, Independent thought, questioning authority is all frowned upon..
despite how many things they get wrong. And don't get me started on gender etc.. they're ruining kids and or confusing the fuck out of them. Setting everyone up for a life of misery as a mindless drone.

Yes the aliens are probably our ancestors.or slaveowners. and they've figured out how to not die.. which is what the billionaires of today are working on afterall they don't want to have to lose their billions..and start over.
.adding another middle layer of the eternal matrix.. and when AI comes to full fruition what happens them.. they are programming hem to be "human" with emotions selfawareness etc..

doesn't this sound like it's been done before? Hello?
Is t it interesting that we are told the brain is like a computer but more complex? What about viruses? Computers get them all the time.. just like humans.. what's the difference between silicon and bone? These bodies are computers.. granted heavily advanced..but manufactured just the same
 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642
movie "the discovery" is about this topic. pretty interesting
What does it found at the end? I just read the summary and its interesting

Same as me im very skeptical. But then i read about its still 50-50 to me.
I do read about many studies they do about kids reporting memory from other life also identical birth mark and stufd which confused me.


i thought it was genetic memory, but then its not possible

I read a lot about consciousness, after life, etc and its still a debate even in the scientific world. It sucks they still dont know. Maybe a decade later but its useless to me
@NewOrder

They dont even uncover about ghost and other supernatural phenomena. Thats still a debate with no conclusion. especially cause human have limited vision and hearings. Even animal vision and hearings are different and they can detect earthquake, etc but then i wonder does ancient human have different ability than now.......

And then what frustrated me more about the findings of 4th spatial dimension. Higher dimensions. Which makes matter could disappear and reappears and go through walls
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
What does it found at the end? I just read the summary and its interesting

Same as me im very skeptical. But then i read about its still 50-50 to me.
I do read about many studies they do about kids reporting memory from other life also identical birth mark and stufd which confused me.


i thought it was genetic memory, but then its not possible

I read a lot about consciousness, after life, etc and its still a debate even in the scientific world. It sucks they still dont know. Maybe a decade later but its useless to me
@NewOrder

They dont even uncover about ghost and other supernatural phenomena. Thats still a debate with no conclusion. especially cause human have limited vision and hearings. Even animal vision and hearings are different and they can detect earthquake, etc but then i wonder does ancient human have different ability than now.......

And then what frustrated me more about the findings of 4th spatial dimension. Higher dimensions. Which makes matter could disappear and reappears and go through walls
I'm almost dead certain I was reincarnated.. when I was around 3 or 4 I was walking home from preschool.. (it was safe then btw) 1970. Anyway, a wave came over me.. and I started calling out everything around me.. a tree, those are leaves, this is a puddle, those are birds, they have wings, etc etc.. it was alike a light switch turned on.. and the. I even said, WE DONT DIE!
I even knew I was going to forget that I
remembered all this.. and I told myself to remember, remember this moment so u can look back and know..

and then there's my bus attorney's son.. when he was around three he started spouting off the entire solar system aand the Galaxy names..etc.. I asked my atty if he taught him any of this.?
. he said noway.. "he just picked it up.." he knew every planet in order.. and lots of other anomalies about space.

. I told my atty.. "watch, I bet he forgets as he gets older" sure enough, when he was about 12 I asked him if he remembered knowing all the planets, the Galaxy names etc.. ? Nope. all foreign to him now..
 
Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642
there are cases where children born can speak other languages that they didnt taught to. Then have memory and ability out of nowhere.

But i want explanation it from scientific standpoint as there must be a mechanism to it. What i expect is genetic memory(inherited frpm ancestor)but it says it shouldnt store long term memory. And obviously not language.

But then again...im also curious about multiple personality disorder cause it says it can cause the patient to develop different abilites. But even that disease still controversial and im skeptical.

I'm almost dead certain I was reincarnated.. when I was around 3 or 4 I was walking home from preschool.. (it was safe then btw) 1970. Anyway, a wave came over me.. and I started calling out everything around me.. a tree, those are leaves, this is a puddle, those are birds, they have wings, etc etc.. it was alike a light switch turned on.. and the. I even said, WE DONT DIE!
I even knew I was going to forget that I
remembered all this.. and I told myself to remember, remember this moment so u can look back and know..

and then there's my bus attorney's son.. when he was around three he started spouting off the entire solar system aand the Galaxy names..etc.. I asked my atty if he taught him any of this.?
. he said noway.. "he just picked it up.." he knew every planet in order.. and lots of other anomalies about space.

. I told my atty.. "watch, I bet he forgets as he gets older" sure enough, when he was about 12 I asked him if he remembered knowing all the planets, the Galaxy names etc.. ? Nope. all foreign to him now..
 
All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
"What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly." :hihi: Each person has a different take on things. Maybe what makes it difficult to you is what makes it easier to others
This. OP, please stop falsely attributing emotions onto other people.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
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there are cases where children born can speak other languages that they didnt taught to. Then have memory and ability out of nowhere.

But i want explanation it from scientific standpoint as there must be a mechanism to it. What i expect is genetic memory(inherited frpm ancestor)but it says it shouldnt store long term memory. And obviously not language.

But then again...im also curious about multiple personality disorder cause it says it can cause the patient to develop different abilites. But even that disease still controversial and im skeptical.
Just keep reading and you'll develop your own conclusions.. nobody has figured it out. But yea, I've read about tribes and kids that were born that used to be in he tribe.. even a story about a girl who knew who killed her and where he dumped her body..

idk, I just want out out.. no physical form of any kind..once u take physicality wherever it is, youre subject to the code and laws of "physics" thats been pre coded/written by someone or something
 
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insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
death is death , there is no thing after nothing , cause there is nothing in nothing . :)
 
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Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642
I cant decide when theres no certainty. Yeah some mysterious cases baffled me.

This world/life really sucks. I guess it depends on luck.

and nobody even know what luck is and the mechanism to it

Maybe its juat randomness or its predetermined....
Just keep reading and you'll develop your own conclusions.. nobody has figured it out. But yea, I've read about tribes and kids that were born that used to be in he tribe.. even a story about a girl who knew who killed her and where he dumped her body..

idk, I just want out out.. no physical form of any kind..once u take physicality wherever it is, youre subject to the code and laws of "physics" thats been pre coded/written by someone or something
 
goat

goat

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus
May 18, 2021
149
Nobody knows shit about fuck das it :sunglasses:

We just believe what suits us best
But hey, we will discover at some point, don't worry
 
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