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CesiumBullet

CesiumBullet

Member
May 7, 2025
37
The war against the right to die is getting worse. They came after our N, went after opioid-prescribing doctors, hand out dangerous "wellness checks," and now SN is becoming just as impossible to source. The only options they're letting us have are violent and messy. Just 10 years ago the internet used to have pro-ana, silk road, r/SanctionedSuicide... But now it's been made clear: our bodies don't belong to us.

So what do we do when our right to expression gets its final nail in the coffin? It might not be tomorrow, this year, or this decade, but there will come a day that SS becomes censored. Will we just be doomed to a life of a somehow amplified abject loneliness until our eventual, or not-so-eventual, deaths? Though I don't post much, this is one of the only communities where I truly feel free, and I fear its annihilation.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Something new will always pop up , people will always find a way to ctb with or without help
 
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froggirl9000

froggirl9000

9,000,000 LIVE FROGS
Feb 4, 2023
1,792
First there was alt.suicide.holiday, then there was the subreddit, now there's this website.
8chan used to have a /suicide/ board, though it didn't come back when the 8kun rebrand happened.
LostAllHope has still been around for god knows how long.
Books detailing suicide methods have been around for decades.

This site isn't the one and only hope, just as we were hardly the first, I doubt we will be the last. This site clearly has a demand, something new will crop up.
 
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nullsoul

Member
Oct 8, 2025
87
다른 사이트를 어떻게 찾지요?
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
This site, along with ANY other controversial US site, enjoys First Amendment "Freedom Of Speech" protections. It can be blocked in other countries through the passage of laws (ex UK), but not in the US. This website itself is breaking no laws. If YOU partake in some illegal activity on, or somehow through this site, such as supplying someone with material support to end their life, or assisting someone to end their life, that is ON YOU. You should reread the rules.
 
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setspiritfree

Student
Oct 19, 2025
149
The war against the right to die is getting worse. They came after our N, went after opioid-prescribing doctors, hand out dangerous "wellness checks," and now SN is becoming just as impossible to source. The only options they're letting us have are violent and messy. Just 10 years ago the internet used to have pro-ana, silk road, r/SanctionedSuicide... But now it's been made clear: our bodies don't belong to us.

So what do we do when our right to expression gets its final nail in the coffin? It might not be tomorrow, this year, or this decade, but there will come a day that SS becomes censored. Will we just be doomed to a life of a somehow amplified abject loneliness until our eventual, or not-so-eventual, deaths? Though I don't post much, this is one of the only communities where I truly feel free, and I fear its annihilation.
Is it "our bodies, our right" or does it just pertain to abortion? There I said it. I hope it doesn't get me banned as this is the only resource I have at the moment. It should be a grown adults decision? I wish it were easier. I would be gone if I could just take something that would make me fall asleep and never wake up. I would be doing everyone a favor.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
This site, along with ANY other controversial US site, enjoys First Amendment "Freedom Of Speech" protections. It can be blocked in other countries through the passage of laws (ex UK), but not in the US. This website itself is breaking no laws. If YOU partake in some illegal activity on, or somehow through this site, such as supplying someone with material support to end their life, or assisting someone to end their life, that is ON YOU. You should reread the rules.
This site will cease to exist someday, no matter what. Ten minutes, ten years, ten million years from now. Nothing is timeless.
 
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lurk

Member
Jan 22, 2023
23
Nothing ever happens, this site will just move elsewhere. Most websites let go by their registrars for speech related issues have moved to .st and .top TLDs. SS admins need to fix their onion site.
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
First there was alt.suicide.holiday, then there was the subreddit, now there's this website.
8chan used to have a /suicide/ board, though it didn't come back when the 8kun rebrand happened.
LostAllHope has still been around for god knows how long.
Books detailing suicide methods have been around for decades.

This site isn't the one and only hope, just as we were hardly the first, I doubt we will be the last. This site clearly has a demand, something new will crop up.
Man, to think about how long LostAllHope has been around makes me realize how long I've been fucking miserable. Anyone else remember a website, I think it was called metanoia or something like that, which used to be one of the first Google results when you searched about suicide? It had this old 00s internet look and I'll always remember that it had a picture of a scale and said that suicide ideation came when people had more troubles than resources to solve them or something along those lines.

Any way, yeah, people will always find the way. And it'll be a sad day when this site is taken down because people who were heard here won't be heard anywhere else. There are people who found a little dignity here, talking with people who finally offered them empathy and going out in their own terms, they finally found something life denied them. And some people will be denied that, they'll probably end up either killing themselves in a painful and gruesome manner or attempting in a dangerous way that'll only cause them more pain. Ironic how so-called pro-lifers insist in shutting down a place that may not be perfect, but it's a haven for people who've been mistreated their whole lives.
 
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bleedxi

bleedxi

bai bai
Oct 13, 2025
25
But now it's been made clear: our bodies don't belong to us.
nope of course they don't, society needs our bodies – they belong to the capitalist regime in order to keep making rich people richer 🙃
 
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MicahBell

MicahBell

the coke keeps me slim, booze gives me personality
Feb 11, 2025
134
This site, along with ANY other controversial US site, enjoys First Amendment "Freedom Of Speech" protections. It can be blocked in other countries through the passage of laws (ex UK), but not in the US. This website itself is breaking no laws. If YOU partake in some illegal activity on, or somehow through this site, such as supplying someone with material support to end their life, or assisting someone to end their life, that is ON YOU. You should reread the rules.
tbf the US government has been taking down government web pages of black people who fought in wars and deporting people for not speaking english. The first amendment only protects us in so far as the ruling class chooses to uphold it. which is, not much lol
 
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barelyholdingon

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Apr 25, 2025
47
I'd like to believe the admins would give us some kind of a warning before that happened. If the site gets shut down a power vacuum would open lmao, a new site would rise from the ashes. There's probably many more forums like this hidden out there that few know about
 
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Douggy82

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
280
This site, along with ANY other controversial US site, enjoys First Amendment "Freedom Of Speech" protections. It can be blocked in other countries through the passage of laws (ex UK), but not in the US. This website itself is breaking no laws. If YOU partake in some illegal activity on, or somehow through this site, such as supplying someone with material support to end their life, or assisting someone to end their life, that is ON YOU. You should reread the rules.
😂😂😂. Good one.
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
We find another site hopefully, and if SN is no longer an option, we find alternative means. Would be sad if it happens though.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
9,598
😂😂😂. Good one.
Laugh if you want, but it's fact. If it weren't, the site would have already been taken down. Why do you think all the "hate" sites (and there are MANY) are still up in the US? Freedom of speech is sacrosanct as far as government intervention, anyway. It doesn't apply to private entities.
tbf the US government has been taking down government web pages of black people who fought in wars and deporting people for not speaking english. The first amendment only protects us in so far as the ruling class chooses to uphold it. which is, not much lol
First off, that's not the same thing at all. If the government controls those webpages, they can take them down if they want. Not saying it's right, but if they run them, they can take them down. No different if the administrator of this site decides to shut SASU down. That's their right. Neither has anything to do with the government censoring privately ran websites by shutting them down.
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
is there any backup site or reddit or discord or something like that for now?
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
This site will cease to exist someday, no matter what. Ten minutes, ten years, ten million years from now. Nothing is timeless.
And your point is???????¿ There's a difference between something occuring organically, and something occuring "synthetically", such as through force.
 
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X-sanguinate86

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Sep 26, 2025
334
A backup site would be good but reddit and discord are not privacy-focussed.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
197
is there any backup site or reddit or discord or something like that for now?
I wouldn't look to Reddit as a safe haven. I continue to think that it's only a matter of time before r/suicidewatch is closed.
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

PFP by user ropeburns&migranes
Aug 25, 2024
267
Nobody will ever commit suicide again 🙃
 
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GreaterThanLessThan

GreaterThanLessThan

Member
Oct 10, 2025
38
I doubt this site will ever be taken down, more likely it'll just stop being run once whoever owns it decides to pull the plug. There will definitely be other forums or platforms that will take its place and allows open suicide discussion
 
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penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
968
History is reactive, it won't always be authoritarian. Ideas always swings back and forth from one end to another and back again.

Rain has done a great job protecting this site. It's been DDOSed and yet it's still alive.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
624
First there was alt.suicide.holiday, then there was the subreddit, now there's this website.
8chan used to have a /suicide/ board, though it didn't come back when the 8kun rebrand happened.
LostAllHope has still been around for god knows how long.
Books detailing suicide methods have been around for decades.

This site isn't the one and only hope, just as we were hardly the first, I doubt we will be the last. This site clearly has a demand, something new will crop up.
I completely forgot about the subreddit. I thought this site was my first interaction with sasu, but I remember being on that subreddit about 6 or 7 years ago.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,470
The subreddit sucks. It's posting for prolifers to read basically as far as I can tell. That's a vacuum, or void. Whatever you want to call it.
 
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kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
624
The subreddit sucks. It's posting for prolifers to read basically as far as I can tell. That's a vacuum, or void. Whatever you want to call it.
The subreddit was banned years ago. It wasn't prolife. It was just like this site. I think you're thinking of r/suicide_watch which I agree is trash.
 
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Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,470
The subreddit was banned years ago. It wasn't prolife. It was just like this site. I think you're thinking of r/suicide_watch which I agree is trash.
Yeah. I'm talking about the modern one. Sorry about that.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
930
As someone who fell into pro-ana as a kid... it still exists. It has not fell off. It's still all over Tumblr, TikTok, and Discord (most servers run by the same people too), etc.

Anyway, I don't think this will ever get taken down. I think governments will make the internet surveiled in general before they target this site specifically.
 
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thebayleaf

my thoughts will follow you into your dreams
Nov 6, 2025
58
"so what happens when this site is eventua--" loudly taps sign

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