Afraid to fail my attempt at SN

[Ellipsis]

In view of recent threads and messages posted by users, I'm really afraid of failing my attempt at SN. Although I have everything I need (soundproof hotel, antiemetics, propranolol, no phone to call for help), I'm starting to think there's always a risk. With everything I've planned, I really wouldn't know what to do to die if it failed.
My SN is from IC, I hope there will be no purity problem, I will try to do the blood test if I manage to cut myself.
I'm afraid of puke when I'm unconscious and waking up.
I just have to pray that it works.

 

[DarkRose]

Good luck! Keep us updated.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

I hope you find peace in whatever you will do

 

[Ellipsis]

Good luck! Keep us updated.

If my attempt failed I would make a detailed post about it: the feeling, everything I took, etc. even if I already posted my plan.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-sn-plan-what-do-you-think.105185/

 

[DarkRose]

If my attempt failed I would make a detailed post about it: the feeling, everything I took, etc. even if I already posted my plan.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-sn-plan-what-do-you-think.105185/

I hope your attempt won't fail though. Your plan looks good!

 

[Ellipsis]

I hope your attempt won't fail though. Your plan looks good!

Thanks a lot. I think I'm going to go with 20g of SN to avoid vomiting and because compared to my weight, it's the recommended dose.
I would prepare the backup glasses in 25g.

 

[DarkRose]

Thanks a lot. I think I'm going to go with 20g of SN to avoid vomiting and because compared to my weight, it's the recommended dose.
I would prepare the backup glasses in 25g.

20g looks ok. I'm sure everything is going to be fine!

 

[Ellipsis]

20g looks ok. I'm sure everything is going to be fine!

Thank you very much, that reassures me! If you don't hear from me in the next few days, either it worked or I'm locked up in a hospital. My worst fear is waking up. I have already been taking xanax for the past few days to relax and started taking my domperidone.

 

[DarkRose]

Xanax is a good idea. It helps me too. I just don't get why you are already taking domperidone.

 

[FuneralCry]

So many people have succeeded with SN after all, so I believe it to be a reliable method. I certainly envy those people. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Ellipsis]

Xanax is a good idea. It helps me too. I just don't get why you are already taking domperidone.

'Cause I'm counting CTB tonight. I started taking domperidon yesterday. This morning I took Xanax and I will take it again before the SN.

So many people have succeeded with SN after all, so I believe it to be a reliable method. I certainly envy those people. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

Thanks a lot

 

[DarkRose]

'Cause I'm counting CTB tonight. I started taking domperidon yesterday. This morning I took Xanax and I will take it again before the SN.

Thanks a lot

OK! sounds good. I wish you loads of luck

 

[reverse03]

I hope you find peace and success in your attempt.
I will attempt tomorrow morning and my SN is also from IC. So see you on the other side.

 

[lilin]

Hopefully everything goes as you planned. Wish you peace.

 

[Ellipsis]

I hope you find peace and success in your attempt.
I will attempt tomorrow morning and my SN is also from IC. So see you on the other side.

It reassures me, IC seems reliable. I have not opened the packaging since my delivery of the package. But these stories of purity and nitrates are a disturbing stink. Good luck to you.

Hopefully everything goes as you planned. Wish you peace.

Thanks a lot, I hope too.

 

[donealready]

I'm thinking of you, wishing you peace.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm starting to think there's always a risk.

Every method has a risk of failing. The one exception may be a shotgun blast to the head, via through the mouth, thereby blowing out the entire back of the skull.