- Jun 5, 2018
She’s incredibly depressed to the point where she can barely leave the house as it is and she has terrible anxiety. I can’t really do much for her because she never listens to any advice she’s given and she can’t afford medication because of the greedy American healthcare system. I’m so intent on killing myself but I can’t begin to imagine the pain it will cause her. Another part of me thinks it’d be better if she took her life anyway considering the miserable state she’s constantly in. On the other hand, she’s pretty religious and may be completely opposed to killing herself no matter the circumstances. In that case, she’ll have to live out the next 30 or so years of her life in emotional agony. Do these circumstances make my suicide selfish? They feel selfish but I’m in just as much pain as her and I didn’t ask to be born...