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Parnate
Mage
- Dec 16, 2021
- 590
I had almost become an atheist , but since September I am believing in god again and while it is helping a lot, I want a new better life. I believe in reincarnation and want to be born again with a better life. I want to CTB to be born again but I fear the consequences. Various Hindu religious gurus say scary things about what happens to the souls of people who commit suicide . I am okay waiting for decades or even centuries but I just want no more pain.