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Afraid of being stuck in an indifinite "hopefully it'll get better" loop

Terios

Terios

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Jul 30, 2024
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I'm barely holding on, yet the only thing that keep me going is that I have a hope that it'll get better, but realistically when do I know when to stop? Thinking about how I might end up deluding myself for more years waiting for an improvement is dreadful, and even in times when I'm pretty sure I should check out asap there's this voice inside me that keeps me from doing so...I definitely don't have any control over anything.
 
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