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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
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the story of my life is very special, there was a moment when I got out of the game and didn't do anything and since then why I behave like this. nobody knows what I'm hiding, what happened to me and my suffering. I'm going to blurt out in the face of all people detail by detail what happened to me. give an explanation to the world. write my story and publish it in a text on facebook. so after my death whoever seeks my name will read. I wanted to do it in the beginning. then I changed my mind because I thought that you shouldn't create a banquet with the pain of others, people don't need it. if one died well. now it comes to mind again that I want to do it. what do I do?
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
380
by publishing it you mean? until a day ago the intention was to leave it only to the closest people, that is to my parents.
La mia nota di suicidio sarà in stile principe nigeriano.
what??
 
Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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I mean you could publish it I guess, I'm kind of confused by what you mean. If you can write it well then it's cool I guess?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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avvia il tuo forum dove puoi chiedere consiglio ogni volta che hai un nuovo pensiero.
 
mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
380
I want to make my life story public in a facebook post instead of just having my parents read it. but I don't really know if I want to
avvia il tuo forum dove puoi chiedere consiglio ogni volta che hai un nuovo pensiero.
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Symbiote

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Oct 12, 2020
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I am going to send blank pages now. They can fill in own reasons
I loved those fill in the blank writing prompts...Kind of like a create your own adventure or story. Your (insert insulting term) son has (method of death) himself today. He has felt nothing but (insert self-deprecating term), (insert negative emotion), and (insert traumatic adjective).
 
mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
380
thank you for always taking my posts seriously. i'm in a sea of shit, i'm so on the high seas that i feel suffocated and my head burns, i feel i'm about to burst at any moment, but don't take my needs into account just because i'm new. you have the "don't make fun of people who are sick" rule applied only to others, apparently. thought i was feeling better coming to this site.
 
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Gromit-CTB

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thank you for always taking my posts seriously. i'm in a sea of shit, i'm so on the high seas that i feel suffocated and my head burns, i feel i'm about to burst at any moment, but don't take my needs into account just because i'm new. you have the "don't make fun of people who are sick" rule applied only to others, apparently. thought i was feeling better coming to this site.
Told you write your story. You have SN according to other post and now you telling others how to get it.
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
380
I would like you to stop believing that you were trolling that day, it's a coincidence that both sn and mercedes are called e250.
 
Meditation guide

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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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No idea where this post is going, but it is a good read. I guess I'll just address the first post for now. If you would feel better making your story known publicly then do so. Suicide notes are really about making us feel better since we have no idea who will read it or what will happen to it after the event.
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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OP, people aren't being hard on you because you are new, it's because of how you've been since you joined. The first few days you spammed the forum with threads, you spammed people's PMs about finding SN and were aggressive and demanding about them telling you. That set up distrust and resentment. Then you asked a lot of basic questions about methods, questions about VAT, questions about what part of the house you should suicide in, now a question about what you should do about this note idea. It's your suicide, your note, your life, we don't own that and it doesn't seem like you do, either, so it's frustrating.

Do you know why babies cry? To be irritating enough that someone will give attention to their needs. When an adult had needs and cries, and other adults can't fix their problems but the adult keeps crying, it gets really irritating and frustrating. Try listening to a youtube video of a baby incessantly crying and see how you physically and emotionally feel; I bet you'll want to turn it off, and if you can't, then you're really going to get frustrated!

You're an adult. There are things you have to figure out for yourself. You haven't been asking for support, you've been consistently asking others to figure things out for you and make decisions for you. From the outside, it begins to feel like you're jumping up and down and yelling, "Pay attention to me and fix everything for me!!!!" We don't do that here. It's a pro-choice support site for adults, not a fast-food drive-thru for instant solutions, nor a daycare center for children who can't take care of themselves.

That's just my direct and honest opinion. That may not fit with how people communicate in your culture. I'm not showing you disrespect, I'm showing you the respect of honesty so that you can stop suffering in this shared space and get along if that's what you seek. Most of us here are Westerners, our culture functions differently from Latin cultures, we communicate more directly and we tend to expect each other to do basic things for ourselves. If you have a learning disability some other kind of disability, we still can't take responsibility for your suicide or anything to do with it.

All that said, I do feel like you've been getting unfairly harassed in this thread, even some bullying. If you think this has been happening, then you can take ownership of this problem and report it to the mods.

But moving forward, if you want to be treated well and to get along, because most of us would want to also get along with you and with each other,, then you need to treat others well by not harassing them or making demands, and by researching answers to your wants and your questions instead of asking like a child who doesn't know how to use the internet or do anything for themselves. You can also get more support by giving support. You're not the only person on the forum who is in a sea of shit. If you give a little genuine attention and compassion to others who are also in seas of shit by visiting their threads and offering a hug or advice you think you can capably give, then they will be more likely to be reciprocal, to care about your threads, and to give you attention and compassion in return. If you're not in a place that you can offer these things to others, that's okay, but you are an adult and have to do some basic things for yourself, or your wants and needs become too taxing for others in their own seas of shit.

I sincerely hope there was some advice in this comment that helped you. If not, that's okay. I tried. I approached you in good faith, and I leave it to you to do with my words whatever you decide. If something was in error or didn't serve, toss it out. If it was too direct and not soft or comforting enough, so that you can't hear my logic, well, I tried. I was as clear as I could be, and I offered advice to help you, not push you down further in the sea of shit.
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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The two Italian women I know are the most self assured, self actualized, independent, confident, intelligent women I've ever known. They don't ask people what to do. They tell them.
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
380
we have moved on to insults as I see it. I am different. and then I have a mess in my head, I don't see how I should be able to think right now. in this post I expressed a doubt as everyone does in their posts. but I am targeted.
 
mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
380
Is it dangerous to post a farewell story on a Facebook profile of 0 friends a second before drinking sn? I mean, I don't think the police are watching me 24/7
 
Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Is it dangerous to post a farewell story on a Facebook profile of 0 friends a second before drinking sn? I mean, I don't think the police are watching me 24/7
yes, I wouldnt advise you to post it on Facebook hun. Think that one well, most likely someone will call your relatives. Been there done that.
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
380
I was going to write my date of birth in the description / bio and next to it the date of my (mental) death. is this also risky?
I specified that it is an unused profile in which I have 0 friends. I lost my real profile months ago and created another one that I never used.
 
Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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I was going to write my date of birth in the description / bio and next to it the date of my (mental) death. is this also risky?
I specified that it is an unused profile in which I have 0 friends. I lost my real profile months ago and created another one that I never used.
In the end of the day it's your decision, if you have zero friends there, no one will read it propably, I'm having a hard time understanding exactly what you are saying or trying to explain. My apologies.
 
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