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mikenoir

To cheer upon death: to see life as more beautiful
Nov 3, 2020
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So what do I genuinely do? I've trawled through so many threads, cant PM users who've successfully cbtd- darknet doesn't seem to be an option as I dont know a site and empire's down- and now even if I pay for the PPH, theres still no way to get A or N's email? I'm actually desperate here, what do you suggest(if you can suggest anything that is, even you replying's been a big help).
If you go on the Dark Web, you can probably find C's website. If you can't find it, PM me in three weeks and I'll give you his email. He is out of stock anyway.
 
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DawnofCorza

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Nov 30, 2020
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If you go on the Dark Web, you can probably find C's website. If you can't find it, PM me in three weeks and I'll give you his email. He is out of stock anyway.
Have gone on the dark web for C's supposed site but the most recent thing I saw I think that looked promising was a thread where people said they were successfully getting N from A. Will try again thoroughly and if things aren't incredibly dire, I'll shoot a PM. Cant explain the relief I feel at the reassurance you've given me.
 
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elfgyoza

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Aug 5, 2019
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The non stop questions about every detail of how to do it are extremely aggressive. Clearly this is someone who wants to get as many people as possible telling her or him exactly what to do to commit suicide for some reason. It's far out of the ordinary.

Yesterday it was questions all about where and how to get SN, over and over. Then more questions about where to get sodium azide. It seems that line of questioning is done.
Yeah I have to agree with you here, I think some people are trying to get others to push them into it? Could be a classic troll trying for screenshots, but I can also see the logic of doing this if you're already suicidal, I've definitely tried to actively make my own life worse to back myself into a corner before.
Should we be ignoring these kind of posts, replying, or reporting?
 
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mikenoir

To cheer upon death: to see life as more beautiful
Nov 3, 2020
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Have gone on the dark web for C's supposed site but the most recent thing I saw I think that looked promising was a thread where people said they were successfully getting N from A. Will try again thoroughly and if things aren't incredibly dire, I'll shoot a PM. Cant explain the relief I feel at the reassurance you've given me.
Don't get your hopes up. C is out of stock and hopefully he'll be back in stock sometime in the future but who knows. If I were you, I would also look for A's email at the same time.
 
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Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Should we be ignoring these kind of posts, replying, or reporting?
Anything but assisting and giving advice. There is all the information already needed here and elsewhere.
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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Yeah I have to agree with you here, I think some people are trying to get others to push them into it? Could be a classic troll trying for screenshots, but I can also see the logic of doing this if you're already suicidal, I've definitely tried to actively make my own life worse to back myself into a corner before.
Should we be ignoring these kind of posts, replying, or reporting?
I think if you think you have something helpful to say and you want to say it then that is okay. Follow the rules during the interaction. Reread the rules again if you can not remember them. This site seems lenient enough, and deserves this to follow its rules.

If there is a concern about something someone is saying, I think it would be okay to report it too, and explain the reasoning for why it is concerning.
 
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mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
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I don't understand why I should be a troll. I have not yet sn. but I know where to get it from. tomorrow I'll be home alone and have time to buy things from the pharmacy. I wanted to ask you if it is suspicious to buy meto and antacid together.
 
Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
I don't understand why I should be a troll. I have not yet sn. but I know where to get it from. tomorrow I'll be home alone and have time to buy things from the pharmacy. I wanted to ask you if it is suspicious to buy meto and antacid together.
You have to do what you think is right
 
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elfgyoza

Cursed
Aug 5, 2019
326
I don't understand why I should be a troll. I have not yet sn. but I know where to get it from. tomorrow I'll be home alone and have time to buy things from the pharmacy. I wanted to ask you if it is suspicious to buy meto and antacid together.
I think recent attention on SS has made many of us more suspicious and careful about how much 'help' we are giving out

The reality is that SN is not known about by a majority of people, never mind any drugs potentially used alongside it
 
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mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
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I AM sincere. I have been dying for 7 years. I am a person who wants to die like you. nothing else. unfortunately I cannot prove it to you with documentation because I have never been followed, but this is it. to answer gromit: I am not in a position to think right now. I need constant guidance.
 
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elfgyoza

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Aug 5, 2019
326
I AM sincere. I have been dying for 7 years. I am a person who wants to die like you. nothing else. unfortunately I cannot prove it to you with documentation because I have never been followed, but this is it. to answer gromit: I am not in a position to think right now. I need constant guidance.
Unfortunately that just makes it even more difficult, I'd hate to be pushing you to do something you wouldn't normally do. Not being able to think for yourself would make you vulnerable and I know it must be frustrating, but I'm not comfortable with giving you all the answers, we can't hold your hand when it comes to a topic as serious as ending your life
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Unfortunately that just makes it even more difficult, I'd hate to be pushing you to do something you wouldn't normally do. Not being able to think for yourself would make you vulnerable and I know it must be frustrating, but I'm not comfortable with giving you all the answers, we can't hold your hand when it comes to a topic as serious as ending your life
This point exactly. If we told you everything then we become the target. I feel your pain I've suffered 40 years. Sorry but can't be held responsible for assisting. This is a family of hurt souls and we will listen and chat to you but cannot assist.
 
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mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
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can I just ask the last question and then ask nothing more? maybe it has already been said but I don't know what keywords to write in the search bar. how can i get a prescription from my doctor? if I tell him I want to cure the vomiting he might prescribe other drugs that are not meto
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Don't know what you need to tell him or what is available where you live, the research gives names of medicine am sure as you already mentioned them. Maybe see what you have similar or maybe same wherever you come from.
 
mimiopo22

mimiopo22

Specialist
Dec 4, 2020
380
Don't know what you need to tell him or what is available where you live, the research gives names of medicine am sure as you already mentioned them. Maybe see what you have similar or maybe same wherever you come from.
I know that here meto is called plasil and I don't know anything else
 
Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Well I know nothing of your meds available. Please, Google has more answers than we do
 
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mimiopo22

Specialist
Dec 4, 2020
380
I have to go ask for a prescription from the doctor like all of you who come from different states than mine. and I'm afraid you don't prescribe me meto for vomiting and I need meto
 
elfgyoza

elfgyoza

Cursed
Aug 5, 2019
326
can I just ask the last question and then ask nothing more? maybe it has already been said but I don't know what keywords to write in the search bar. how can i get a prescription from my doctor? if I tell him I want to cure the vomiting he might prescribe other drugs that are not meto
Keywords would probably be along the lines of 'meto prescription', 'SN prescription' etc.
I hope I've not come across too harshly in any way, that is not my intention. It's not that asking questions is a bad thing, I think it's how frequently it's done and how easily searchable some things are. Like I said before, ending your life is a very serious thing to do, I know we've all probably somewhat normalised it on here, but it's still a really personal decision and process to go through
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
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oh my god, isn't it like if i vomit i'm mistaken for a suspected coronavirus?
 
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mikenoir

To cheer upon death: to see life as more beautiful
Nov 3, 2020
119
Facepalm.
 
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