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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
523
Hi all, I'm based in North England and looking to CTB pretty soon. I've struggled with neurological and mental issues for years (FND, depression, etc). 26 M. There is no way I'm going on living like this.

SN is difficult to get here and in any case the PPH guide makes this method look quite complicated.

I was going to OD on SSRI + MAOI, but apparently serotonin syndrome can be very painful and the hyperthermia can feel like being cooked from the inside out.

Apparently, eating a small amount of rolling tobacco can be fatal, but the nicotine poisoning will cause severe nausea and vomitting. Doesn't sound fun. One could also drink oneself to death, but that would be expensive and apparently you'd just throw most of it up anyway.

I'm considering jumping, e.g. from Whitby or Flamborough cliffs, but not sure if they're gonna be high enough.

Otherwise there's cutting (described as a non-method here but I think I might be determined enough to do it), or hanging

In any case I wanna be one and done. I've never attempted before and I want my first attempt to be my last.

If anyone has any tips on good jumping sites or anything, I'd be grateful, thanks :)
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,992
Welcome to SaSu. Sorry life has brought toy to thiss point. Killing yourself is a highly personal choice and no one here can tell you how to do it. As far as overall methods, the best we can do is direct you to some resources for you to do research and decide for yourself what works for you. As far as jumping places, there are some threads here where people have discussed that. I'm not sure how much information they contain. If you post around a bit, you will eventually get the search unlocked and you can look up those threads.

 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
701
Welcome, and I'm sorry for your health issues. Please see this link for further information on jumping.
All the methods you mentioned except hanging and jumping are very unreliable, and likely to end up in failure and pain and physical damage. You'll learn more about what you're seeking for through reading threads, interacting with us, sharing your feelings, and contributing this site. Good luck🤗
 
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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
523
Welcome, and I'm sorry for your health issues. Please see this link for further information on jumping.
All the methods you mentioned except hanging and jumping are very unreliable, and likely to end up in failure and pain and physical damage. You'll learn more about what you're seeking for through reading threads, interacting with us, sharing your feelings, and contributing this site. Good luck🤗
Thanks for the link

Sigh. How about drinking from a fire extinguisher?
 
gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
411
Hmm. Nutmeg OD?
Nope...I fear that will have a very faint chance, nonexistent probably, of working.


You mentioned hanging.
I am sorry life has brought you here. Hope you find peace and what you are looking for.
 
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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
523
How about water intoxication? lol

Nope...I fear that will have a very faint chance, nonexistent probably, of working.


You mentioned hanging.
I am sorry life has brought you here. Hope you find peace and what you are looking for.

Thanks same to you

I might give the ligature strangulation method a go first.
 
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gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
411
How about water intoxication? lol
Honestly it sounds better then nutmeg. What's next, apple seeds for cyanide poisoning?
You're creative I'll give you that.
 
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OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
523
Honestly it sounds better then nutmeg. What's next, apple seeds for cyanide poisoning?
You're creative I'll give you that.
Oh for the cynanide route it would be crushed/ground cherry pits and apricot kernels :D
 
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setspiritfree

Student
Oct 19, 2025
149
How about water intoxication? lol



Thanks same to you

I might give the ligature strangulation method a go first.
Water intoxication, get out of here, however most people don't realize that if you drink enough, it is a thing, but the amount I imagine, is astronomical. Anyway, since you gave me a good laugh I decided to follow you. Lol
 
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gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
411
Water intoxication, get out of here, however most people don't realize that if you drink enough, it is a thing, but the amount I imagine, is astronomical. Anyway, since you gave me a good laugh I decided to follow you. Lol
Well the liver can absorb 1.5 liters per hour, so going over that amount probably would be a start.
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
523
Well the liver can absorb 1.5 liters per hour, so going over that amount probably would be a start.
Water intoxication, get out of here, however most people don't realize that if you drink enough, it is a thing, but the amount I imagine, is astronomical. Anyway, since you gave me a good laugh I decided to follow you. Lol
Apparently you get an extremely bad headache and can vomit up some of the water... It's possible tho. I use Grok to research these methods btw as there are far less censorship/harm reduction disclaimers than ChatGPT.
 
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rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
214
Water intoxication, get out of here, however most people don't realize that if you drink enough, it is a thing, but the amount I imagine, is astronomical. Anyway, since you gave me a good laugh I decided to follow you. Lol
I heard it's around 10 litres. so yeah, not a great method.
I use Grok to research these methods btw as there are far less censorship/harm reduction disclaimers than ChatGPT.
I doubt that's a good idea, really. One of them suggested I OD on Tylenol once, a suicide method with a very low (around 4% if memory serves) success rate. Better to look into the methods with a higher chance of ending your life for good, like hanging, drowning, jumping and shooting yourself
 
ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
275
The methods you're suggesting, probably because they seem easier, less frightening, (like water intoxication and nutmeg poisoning, tho I guess they may be said in jest?) are antithetical to your desire for a one and done method. Success rate and scariness are proportionally related, and for good reason. The brain + body instinctively protect you from the most dangerous things. Guns, drowning (in some cases), jumping, hanging, are all scary- but very successful. Nembutal is an exception but also exceptionally hard to acquire.
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
523
I heard it's around 10 litres. so yeah, not a great method.

I doubt that's a good idea, really. One of them suggested I OD on Tylenol once, a suicide method with a very low (around 4% if memory serves) success rate. Better to look into the methods with a higher chance of ending your life for good, like hanging, drowning, jumping and shooting yourself
It's not that I'm using AI to suggest methods (they aren't allowed), I just use Grok to research my ideas (such as water intoxication) and see whether they're worthwhile.
 
wigglescat

wigglescat

Member
Nov 10, 2025
6
Hi, I'm also from the uk !
I'm Sorry for what has brought you to this point ❤️
I can relate I was also and initially looking for more peaceful methods. But turns out overdosing seems an almost impossible method in the uk (on substances that will actually kill you and not just cause future liver failure).
So I'm looking more into methods of jumping from a height or in front of a train.
These methods seem more daunting a still a chance of being unsuccessful.
If I jump in front of a train I'm scared I'll traumatise others (train driver and passengers ) and I don't want that, I just want end my own suffering.
With jumping I'm struggling to find a bridge tall enough in my area to go to at night.
I'm so unsure of methods, I wish there was a little less scary way to CTB.
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
523
Hi, I'm also from the uk !
I'm Sorry for what has brought you to this point ❤️
I can relate I was also and initially looking for more peaceful methods. But turns out overdosing seems an almost impossible method in the uk (on substances that will actually kill you and not just cause future liver failure).
So I'm looking more into methods of jumping from a height or in front of a train.
These methods seem more daunting a still a chance of being unsuccessful.
If I jump in front of a train I'm scared I'll traumatise others (train driver and passengers ) and I don't want that, I just want end my own suffering.
With jumping I'm struggling to find a bridge tall enough in my area to go to at night.
I'm so unsure of methods, I wish there was a little less scary way to CTB.
I also don't want to do a train jump for the same reasons...
I am sorry that you are suffering, also ❤️
 
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