Adios

[oldfritos]

As of right now I am planning on ending my life the night of the 21st. My plan for the day is to go to work, and then after instead of driving home I will drive to a city near-ish by me that has a bridge about 250-300ft over water. I will get there and finish everything up, send out some notes, get myself ready etc and driving to and abandoning my car on the bridge when I am ready. I could see myself chickening out, but I don't think I will. Moderators, if I have not posted anything from midnight on 6/22/23 til the end of the day on 6/23/23 please delete my account. Thanks for helping me learn how to make this method as effective as possible, and being here for me when no one else was. I hope you all can have a better life than I did.

 

[Readytogo246]

Sounds like you are clear about things. Blessings for a successful outcome.

 

[Crono]

Rest in peace.

 

[Lulzacruel]

(FYI, please log off or otherwise wipe/encrypt the content so that evidence of you on the forum doesn't exist. we dont you being used for propaganda purposes especially wish the snakes at fixthe26. veracrypt is a good option for full disk encryption on PC)

anyways, rest in peace. it is time to give your atoms to the universe and be one with the void. trust me, the pain stops once you die, its all void and bliss from now on like before you were born

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you get to the peace you seek.

 

[cami]

if you change your mind that's okay and we will be here. if not then i hope the next life is filled with joy and peace my love <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for, those who attempt this method certainly are so courageous to me, I admire them.

 

[oldfritos]

So I didn't do it after work yesterday. I still badly want to do it, it could very possibly happen today, but I am planning for it to happen tomorrow. I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up I can't even confidently choose a date and stick to it.

 

[Unwr!tten]

Hey, no one is judging. This place is a safe space for you. We are here for you whether you get on the bus or not.

 

[UnwindingStar]

It's ok you didn't do it. You weren't ready. I'm so ready but desperately afraid of SI. What exactly happened that you couldn't go through with it?

 

[deomlez]

No blame. Our human nature is hard to master

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Awww I hope you will be at peace if all goes well for you and I will be joining you too soon if it goes well for me.

All the best

 

[SVEN]

When you are ready you will know, until then, we are still here.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

No shame dude, survival instinct will bite you in the ass all the time.

I hung myself to near death yet a few years later i couldnt pull the triggers on the double barrel in my mouth.

If you do it, awesome. If not, chill dude there's no pressure, it's your call.

 

[oldfritos]

It's ok you didn't do it. You weren't ready. I'm so ready but desperately afraid of SI. What exactly happened that you couldn't go through with it?

two different people reached out to me while I was at work, first was my brother asking to do something with me, which he never does, so that made me feel unsure about it. And also this guy I went to high school with who I hadn't spoken to in over 2 years reached out and theres reasons talking to him and then ctbing almost immediately after made me feel bad, so I didn't.

 

[Zaphkiel]

It's OK.
You have all the time to do this one time thing that is CTBing. Don't miss anything that you judge can be worth. Who knows.
And no one will judge you ever. it's a heavy choice, and it only belongs to you.