BobMorane
wizard
- Apr 20, 2021
- 162
Ok, not sure how to start this but well, here I go. im leaving and thought id say goodbyes and a HUGE thank you to the community and the owners of this site. for all those months, having had so many ears to listen to my struggles and some of you even say comforting words was more than most of my psycchiatrist could ever do.
No, there won't be a trip into the wild, I thought I had the strength to go and travel to off myself in the nature. Instead I rented a cheap hotel in the neighbouring town. I want to go nice and quiet, im at the end of my rope.
Thank to this site I won't have to jump off a bridge, I won't have to jump in front of a train, nor take my father's shotgun to blow my head. Or hang myself. Instead I bought N and dilantin. I'll simply go to sleep and hope I wake up in a better word .
Or not.
Im fine with both.
Here is my regime :
-40 min: 30mg metoclopramide
00min : 12g pentobarbital liquid
01min : 2g Dilantin crushed and mixed with 100ml water.
I won't be there but Happy Halloween !
Sincerely yours,
L
No, there won't be a trip into the wild, I thought I had the strength to go and travel to off myself in the nature. Instead I rented a cheap hotel in the neighbouring town. I want to go nice and quiet, im at the end of my rope.
Thank to this site I won't have to jump off a bridge, I won't have to jump in front of a train, nor take my father's shotgun to blow my head. Or hang myself. Instead I bought N and dilantin. I'll simply go to sleep and hope I wake up in a better word .
Or not.
Im fine with both.
Here is my regime :
-40 min: 30mg metoclopramide
00min : 12g pentobarbital liquid
01min : 2g Dilantin crushed and mixed with 100ml water.
I won't be there but Happy Halloween !
Sincerely yours,
L
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