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tpboy

tpboy

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If i remeber correctly it got the highest overall marks for being quick, painless and effective. I would love to get my hands on a grenade to have that as a option.
 
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RainLover

RainLover

Just another one
Aug 9, 2023
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Except they are highly illegal, even searching for it is illegal, and you could get charged with terrorism or something on that line. If it was legal it wouldn't be great either, first you need to find a spot with no one in a 20 meter radius around you, then you need to actually hold or detonate the explosive around the right zone, and finally pray that the explosive doesn't fail or you don't survive and end up with a missing limb. I personally don't see the point in using an explosive as CTB method
 
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tpboy

tpboy

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Aug 4, 2023
308
Except they are highly illegal, even searching for it is illegal, and you could get charged with terrorism or something on that line. If it was legal it wouldn't be great either, first you need to find a spot with no one in a 20 meter radius around you, then you need to actually hold or detonate the explosive around the right zone, and finally pray that the explosive doesn't fail or you don't survive and end up with a missing limb. I personally don't see the point in using an explosive as CTB method
I am with you but it was supported in the data.
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
424
There are definitely better, easier ways to ctb. The data is there for sure. Being in the immediate blast zone of nuclear bomb, or a meteor would be pretty quick too. While a grenade or other explosive may be instant and pretty reliable, like everyone else said it would be very hard to source. Especially if you don't have knowledge on how explosives behave, you may somehow survive and just end up in a really horrific situation. Also, depending on where you were to do it, you could endanger the lives of other people. But you're not wrong in that is it quick and effective.
 
tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
308
I am a disabled vet that saw combat and explosives. They can be very effective. Every time i think i have come up with a good method there is a problem of some sorts with it.
 
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Duality

Harmony in Duality
May 27, 2023
167
Was it explosives? I thought it was the use of a firearm. A gun barrel placed inside the mouth, aiming at the brainstem, would be the fastest way. I think it'd be easier getting your hands on a gun than a grenade or C4. I'm not sure if home made explosives can be that reliable where it can kill you quickly.
 
Orbitc

Orbitc

Sorry for my English
Jul 2, 2023
277
Ahahaha this is a very grandiose way ctb)) I'm crazy about the song Devil Driver "I dreamed I died" but I'm too cowardly and too afraid of pain to do something like that. Such methods are suitable for adrenaline addicts. So fckng impressive, but how many things can go wrong and you will remain a miserable invalid and you will not have hands to wash your ass)))
 
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PracheenKaal_00!

Student
Aug 22, 2023
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Except they are highly illegal, even searching for it is illegal, and you could get charged with terrorism or something on that line. If it was legal it wouldn't be great either, first you need to find a spot with no one in a 20 meter radius around you, then you need to actually hold or detonate the explosive around the right zone, and finally pray that the explosive doesn't fail or you don't survive and end up with a missing limb. I personally don't see the point in using an explosive as CTB method
I agree, explosives option will land you in huge trouble. And you would be strictly monitored at all times for possession of explosives.
Also, u could lose arms / limbs. Or you could be paralyzed, live with serious injury for the rest of ur lives.

Firearms would be a good option. Near 100% guaranteed success and an easy method. Obtaining firearms depends on respective country's laws. To add to the fact that in certain countries, obtaining a firearm is virtually very difficult (and in certain cases technically impossible).

I advise you to research the methods properly and choose an optimal one depending on you requirements.
 
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nom de guerre

Member
Aug 22, 2023
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Imo, lostallhope is not exactly a very reliable and credible resource one could confidently refer to. It's quite outdated and data on there seems sketchy. This particular method also seems quite fanciful and gimmicky, not to mention quite far-fetched to acquire and execute. Unless we live in a video game
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
308
Obtaining firearms depends on respective country's laws. To add to the fact that in certain countries, obtaining a firearm is virtually very difficult (and in certain cases technically impossible).
(Reproduction) black powder firearms can be a viable option in some countries.
 
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PracheenKaal_00!

Student
Aug 22, 2023
162
(Reproduction) black powder firearms can be a viable option in some countries.
Agree, but they have to be careful while procuring them. In certain countries, if caught with them, they could be charged with various sentences, face brutal prison conditions upon being sentenced. Death is far better than being imprisoned for being caught with black powder firearms.

It ultimately depends on the individual's choices and how far they are willing to take the risk.
 
tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
308
What data? Are you referring to that obscene chart?
1Shotgun to head99.0%1.75.5
2Cyanide97.0%1.851.5
3Gunshot of head97.0%2.513
4Shotgun to chest96.4%1.416
5Explosives96.4%1.63.75
6Hit by train96.2%17.927.08
7Jump from height93.4%4.5617.78
8Gunshot of chest89.5%721.7
9Hanging89.5%725.5
10Auto crash78.5%20.530
11Household toxins77.5%2454.5
12Set fire to self76.5%5795
13Structure fire73.0%52.591.5
14Carbon Monoxide71.0%21.518
15Hit by truck/auto70.0%1963
16Electrocution65.5%2.472
17Gunshot of abdomen65.0%6974
18Drowning ocean/lake63.0%18.579
19Stab of chest58.5%9676
20Cut throat51.5%15.586
21Overdose illegal drugs49.4%116.255.25
22Plastic bag over head23.0%723
23Drowning bathtub21.5%18.579
24Drowning swimming pool21.5%18.579
25Stab of abdomen12.5%25278
26Overdose prescription drugs12.3%1298.5
27Overdose non-prescription drugs6.0%45622.5
28Cut wrists/arms/legs6.0%10571


Agoney factor is less and time till death is less with explosives that a shotgun.
 
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Quinton Coldwater

Member
Aug 22, 2023
57
I am a disabled vet that saw combat and explosives. They can be very effective. Every time i think i have come up with a good method there is a problem of some sorts with it.
Which method have you chosen so far
 
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brokeandbroken

Elementalist
Apr 18, 2023
821
Technically explosives can arise organically without much struggle. For instance leave a large glass beer (growler) in heat for several days becomes a ticking time bomb. How do I know... Roommate had one in a mini fridge that wasn't plugged in. Roommate 2 moved the fridge went to make sure the shelving hadn't come undone as it sounded like it did. Opened the fridge door and took an explosion to the face... That said I clearly lived.... I wouldn't use explosives as they are exceptionally hard to control. You are just as likely to maim yourself as to kill yourself. So no don't recommend.
 
tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
308
Which method have you chosen so far
At this moment im thinking that guns are my best option. i had aspirations of a peaceful end but because of where i live that is not going to happen
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
308
1Shotgun to head99.0%1.75.5
2Cyanide97.0%1.851.5
3Gunshot of head97.0%2.513
4Shotgun to chest96.4%1.416
5Explosives96.4%1.63.75
6Hit by train96.2%17.927.08
7Jump from height93.4%4.5617.78
8Gunshot of chest89.5%721.7
9Hanging89.5%725.5
10Auto crash78.5%20.530
11Household toxins77.5%2454.5
12Set fire to self76.5%5795
13Structure fire73.0%52.591.5
14Carbon Monoxide71.0%21.518
15Hit by truck/auto70.0%1963
16Electrocution65.5%2.472
17Gunshot of abdomen65.0%6974
18Drowning ocean/lake63.0%18.579
19Stab of chest58.5%9676
20Cut throat51.5%15.586
21Overdose illegal drugs49.4%116.255.25
22Plastic bag over head23.0%723
23Drowning bathtub21.5%18.579
24Drowning swimming pool21.5%18.579
25Stab of abdomen12.5%25278
26Overdose prescription drugs12.3%1298.5
27Overdose non-prescription drugs6.0%45622.5
28Cut wrists/arms/legs6.0%10571


Agoney factor is less and time till death is less with explosives that a shotgun.
This chart is just ridiculous. There's next to no rhyme or reason for its rank ordering. What data was used to create this?
 
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tpboy

tpboy

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im not sure. it came off the lost all hope website, before it was taken down.
 
Csmith8827

Csmith8827

"We'll fly away, We'll find a way"
Oct 26, 2019
839
This chart is just ridiculous. There's next to no rhyme or reason for its rank ordering. What data was used to create this?
I was about to say that... like...where did this data come from and what do the columns represent? All I see are numbers and decimals... what does it actually represent? Where are the headers?
 
tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
308
RankMethod NameLethality (%)Time (min)Agony
1Shotgun to head99.0%1.75.5
2Cyanide97.0%1.851.5
3Gunshot of head97.0%2.513
4Shotgun to chest96.4%1.416
5Explosives96.4%1.63.75
6Hit by train96.2%17.927.08
7Jump from height93.4%4.5617.78
8Gunshot of chest89.5%721.7
9Hanging89.5%725.5
10Auto crash78.5%20.530
11Household toxins77.5%2454.5
12Set fire to self76.5%5795
13Structure fire73.0%52.591.5
14Carbon Monoxide71.0%21.518
15Hit by truck/auto70.0%1963
16Electrocution65.5%2.472
17Gunshot of abdomen65.0%6974
18Drowning ocean/lake63.0%18.579
19Stab of chest58.5%9676
20Cut throat51.5%15.586
21Overdose illegal drugs49.4%116.255.25
22Plastic bag over head23.0%723
23Drowning bathtub21.5%18.579
24Drowning swimming pool21.5%18.579
25Stab of abdomen12.5%25278
26Overdose prescription drugs12.3%1298.5
27Overdose non-prescription drugs6.0%45622.5
28Cut wrists/arms/legs6.0%10571
I believe if you add the Agoney factor to the time explosives are the one with the best total.
 
Csmith8827

Csmith8827

"We'll fly away, We'll find a way"
Oct 26, 2019
839
My method a few years back was just to put a shotgun in my mouth and pull the trigger. Like there's no way you'd survive that and it's pretty much instant... it's nice to know I wasn't alone in my thinking.
 
tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
308
My method a few years back was just to put a shotgun in my mouth and pull the trigger. Like there's no way you'd survive that and it's pretty much instant... it's nice to know I wasn't alone in my thinking.
What kept from doing it?
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
308
Agree, but they have to be careful while procuring them. In certain countries, if caught with them, they could be charged with various sentences, face brutal prison conditions upon being sentenced. Death is far better than being imprisoned for being caught with black powder firearms.

It ultimately depends on the individual's choices and how far they are willing to take the risk.
I was referring to countries where black powder firearms are legal, but yes.
RankMethod NameLethality (%)Time (min)Agony
1Shotgun to head99.0%1.75.5
2Cyanide97.0%1.851.5
3Gunshot of head97.0%2.513
4Shotgun to chest96.4%1.416
5Explosives96.4%1.63.75
6Hit by train96.2%17.927.08
7Jump from height93.4%4.5617.78
8Gunshot of chest89.5%721.7
9Hanging89.5%725.5
10Auto crash78.5%20.530
11Household toxins77.5%2454.5
12Set fire to self76.5%5795
13Structure fire73.0%52.591.5
14Carbon Monoxide71.0%21.518
15Hit by truck/auto70.0%1963
16Electrocution65.5%2.472
17Gunshot of abdomen65.0%6974
18Drowning ocean/lake63.0%18.579
19Stab of chest58.5%9676
20Cut throat51.5%15.586
21Overdose illegal drugs49.4%116.255.25
22Plastic bag over head23.0%723
23Drowning bathtub21.5%18.579
24Drowning swimming pool21.5%18.579
25Stab of abdomen12.5%25278
26Overdose prescription drugs12.3%1298.5
27Overdose non-prescription drugs6.0%45622.5
28Cut wrists/arms/legs6.010571
I believe if you add the Agoney factor to the time explosives are the one with the best total.
You can't merely add the factors together. You have to apply weights. The makers of the calculator that uses the data even state this. Here's the calculator. Here's the study that the data was taken from. You can plug the DOI into Sci-Hub to see the full study. I looked through the study but see no justification made by the forensic pathologists for their ratings.
 
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Akanea

Akanea

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May 24, 2023
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I guess I just need to find my local explosive dealer then, surely it will not be too hard to find
 
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Csmith8827

"We'll fly away, We'll find a way"
Oct 26, 2019
839
What kept from doing it?
My ID magically came up missing... it's as if God divinely intervened...never tried it again cause I felt like the same thing would just happen again and getting a new ID is a pain. This picture pretty much sums it up... 5ay21p
 
colorlesshue

colorlesshue

IF GOD EXISTS I DEMAND HIS FORGIVENESS
Jun 28, 2023
103
ngl i read this and kinda giggled cause it sounds hella goofy </3
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,012
I would not recommend making explosives but as long as one isn't on a watchlist and take basic security precautions explosives are pretty easy to make. There are plenty of manuals online though their recipes are questionable at best. There is a reason pipe bombs are popular all around the world among pretty much every illegal actor whether it be terrorist groups, gangs, militias or lone wolves of every ideology or non ideological at all. They're easy to make with easily accessible materials and simple guides and usually they are relatively stable and unlikely to blow up when unintended.
That being said, if they find you with explosives your life is basically over and if you mess up while making them you're more likely to end up as an amputee than dead, and the cops aren't going to feel bad for you even if you lost your hands. Don't try it.
 
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