accepting it

[MisterOGBongWater]

i can blind mysllf with love, witnh bullshit lies, i can distract myself with alcohol all day. im tired. im just tire.d.. gun in my mouth theres no way out. im tired. im tired. im really just tired

 

[SamwiseGamgee]

Man I know how you feel
I'm sorry you're going through it
I don't have any fancy words. You probably heard all the "talk to someone" advice
Some of the best advice I've heard is simply this
"You can always do it tommorow"
It sounds like something inside you still want to maybe see if things have a chance of getting better
There's nothing stopping you from doing it later on.
But it's all up to you
I pray things will get better for you

 

[sos]

so are you accepting that your life is that way or are you accepting that catching the bus is your only path right now

 

[MisterOGBongWater]

Man I know how you feel
I'm sorry you're going through it
I don't have any fancy words. You probably heard all the "talk to someone" advice
Some of the best advice I've heard is simply this
"You can always do it tommorow"
It sounds like something inside you still want to maybe see if things have a chance of getting better
There's nothing stopping you from doing it later on.
But it's all up to you
I pray things will get better for you

ive been telling myself im in no rush for years now, its a lie. i need to rush. time isnt doing me any favors im tired of drinking im tired of it i am empty i am soulless

so are you accepting that your life is that way or are you accepting that catching the bus is your only path right now

ive accepted that any period of time i spend lying to myslef that i dont have to kill myslef is nothing more than that. lying,. suicide will be the end of me, and im rlly tired of waiting. no time will ever feel just right eniugh to do it. i need to get fuckingwasted and get it over with

i make enough to buy a shotgun on a whim what the fuck am i waiting for? im so stupid. im so fucking naive

 

[sos]

ive accepted that any period of time i spend lying to myslef that i dont have to kill myslef is nothing more than that. lying,. suicide will be the end of me, and im rlly tired of waiting. no time will ever feel just right eniugh to do it. i need to get fuckingwasted and get it over with

it isn't as easy as getting wasted and getting it over with

maybe there's no need to kill yourself, maybe there is

 

[MisterOGBongWater]

it isn't as easy as getting wasted and getting it over with

maybe there's no need to kill yourself, maybe there is

Its easier than doing it sober. nothing is easy. freedom from life isnt on the easy list. but its like they say, anything worth doing wont be easy.