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groucho

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Feb 4, 2023
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I'm finding myself being more accepting of how awful the world, myself and my fellow humans are. I used to get mad, embarrassed, and or disgusted but now I just have some bittersweet melancholic acceptance of it. I don't see a happy ever after ending for us as a species, those with the power to change our course have no intention of doing so and I don't think the rest of us would accept what it would take to save us. Stephen Fry said we're building sandcastles with our backs to the sea, well I feel like a parent watching the kids have fun before it all gets washed away.

Somehow I think being suicidal gives you a different perspective on things, I don't care for anything anymore, nothing excited me and only the prospect of real schizophrenic madness scares me. I almost pity "normal" people for not seeing our silly it all is, how fragile we all are and how briefly we are here even if we don't want to be.
 
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