Abuse and hate. Because Red HATES.

[RedHates]

My abuser is mad at me because I wont reciprocate his feelings. He is mad that I don't ever want to fuck him. He is mad that I don't want to touch him and that I think he is dirty.

Well I'm mad that he keeps raping me. I'm mad that he keeps hurting me. I'm mad that he keeps manipulating me. I'm mad that he is my fucking family. I'm mad that he is all kinds of phobic so I can't be myself. I'm mad that he is trying to reconvert me to Christianity. I'm mad that I can't leave. I'm mad that I can't CTB.

I hate him with a fiery passion and I wish him nothing but a lifetime of pain and misery.

I'm so done with everything. I want to go home.

 

[suicidalloser]

My abuser is mad at me because I wont reciprocate his feelings. He is mad that I don't ever want to fuck him. He is mad that I don't want to touch him and that I think he is dirty.

Well I'm mad that he keeps raping me. I'm mad that he keeps hurting me. I'm mad that he keeps manipulating me. I'm mad that he is my fucking family. I'm mad that he is all kinds of phobic so I can't be myself. I'm mad that he is trying to reconvert me to Christianity. I'm mad that I can't leave. I'm mad that I can't CTB.

I hate him with a fiery passion and I wish him nothing but a lifetime of pain and misery.

I'm so done with everything. I want to go home.

Mine takes it out on me with SA. because i'm a guy i just repress it, no one especially irl would believe me. they always think i wanted it. between being homeless or this, i really didn't want to be homeless. but i didn't want this either. this is not home, just a place not on the streets

 

[MrDarkness]

I know you probably heard this a dozens times by why not go to the authorities, or has that failed you? I hate how people get sa and shit, it's just vomit inducing

 

[suicidalloser]

I know you probably heard this a dozens times by why not go to the authorities, or has that failed you? I hate how people get sa and shit, it's just vomit inducing

There is nobody else. I'd rather not be homeless again, anything but that. as long as i do as I'm told, don't get into things i can stay here.

 

[RedHates]

Mine takes it out on me with SA. because i'm a guy i just repress it, no one especially irl would believe me. they always think i wanted it. between being homeless or this, i really didn't want to be homeless. but i didn't want this either. this is not home, just a place not on the streets

I don't want to be homeless either. Thats why I have to live with this asshole. I don't have a home but i wish I did.

I know you probably heard this a dozens times by why not go to the authorities, or has that failed you? I hate how people get sa and shit, it's just vomit inducing

I can't really go to the cops. None of this is taken seriously by them and it would probably result in the rest of my family hating both of us. I live in Texas, not Alabama.

There is nobody else. I'd rather not be homeless again, anything but that. as long as i do as I'm told, don't get into things i can stay here.

I get to stay here as long as im his sex slave apparently. He has threatened to kick me out for not doing as he pleased, closing the door a little too hard for his taste, and refusing to reconvert to Christianity. I told him I'd reconsider because I really can't be kicked out but I hate religion and I hate god.

I try doing what I'm told but its really starting to affect me. Incest is so against my moral code and I never thought in a million years I'd be forced to participate.

 

[FuneralCry]

That really is so horrible, it certainly disgusts me how humans create so much harm in this world.

 

[RedHates]

He just got mad at me for knowing more about 1880s fashion than he does. bruh.

 

[suicidalloser]

I don't want to be homeless either. Thats why I have to live with this asshole. I don't have a home but i wish I did.

yes—i understandstand wholeheartedly

He just got mad at me for knowing more about 1880s fashion than he does. bruh.

this too i understand, taking out anger even with the smallest things.