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overmorrow

overmorrow

you're not special
Oct 15, 2024
217
my existence has always been futile, all i am is a bag of bones and meat, with a biological purpose to reproduce, which i can't regardless, and don't want to

other than that, me being here means nothing, I'll never forgive this world, ill never forgive evolution for creating this horrifying mistake of giving us, consciousness

it was over before i was even born, there's 0 hope
not existing, was the answer, to permanent happiness and peace
 
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Jan 24, 2026
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my existence has always been futile, all i am is a bag of bones and meat, with a biological purpose to reproduce, which i can't regardless, and don't want to

other than that, me being here means nothing, I'll never forgive this world, ill never forgive evolution for creating this horrifying mistake of giving us, consciousness

it was over before i was even born, there's 0 hope
not existing, was the answer, to permanent happiness and peace
It could be worse! I have reproduced and I shouldn't have
 
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overmorrow

overmorrow

you're not special
Oct 15, 2024
217
It could be worse! I have reproduced and I shouldn't have

it could be worse, of course, there's always worse, it's a never ending pit, my struggles could be nothing compared to a kid in a third world country getting bombed.
 
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reticulator

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Jan 24, 2026
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my existence has always been futile, all i am is a bag of bones and meat, with a biological purpose to reproduce, which i can't regardless, and don't want to

other than that, me being here means nothing, I'll never forgive this world, ill never forgive evolution for creating this horrifying mistake of giving us, consciousness

it was over before i was even born, there's 0 hope
not existing, was the answer, to permanent happiness and peace
So now I can't even CTB and I have most likely spread severe mental illness.
it could be worse, of course, there's always worse, it's a never ending pit, my struggles could be nothing compared to a kid in a third world country getting bombed.
Well if your problems are external, no matter how horrible they may be there is hope of escape, but when the problem is in your mind, the core of your being there is very little hope that you will ever feel okay or happy, even in the best of circumstances. Kanye is a perfect example of someone who has everything but his warped mind won't let him find happiness or peace.
it could be worse, of course, there's always worse, it's a never ending pit, my struggles could be nothing compared to a kid in a third world country getting bombed.
And most people in the most horrifying of circumstances still want to live. Even people in concentration camps generally wanted to survive if possible, even if things were completely hopeless.
 
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