About never making the final decision

[danzk]

I've been on this forum for some time and until today I haven't managed to find enough courage to kill myself, I really envy all those who have managed to do so. Being suicidal for so long is the same thing as being dead in a living body.

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

I've been on this forum for some time and until today I haven't managed to find enough courage to kill myself, I really envy all those who have managed to do so. Being suicidal for so long is the same thing as being dead in a living body.

I agree and am with you.

 

[dylanoffline]

I understand how that feels.
Not having enough courage could mean there's still hope for a non-suicidal future!

 

[J&L383]

Yeah, thinking about it is one thing, but doing it is another. It takes firm resolve and commitment. When a person gets to the tipping point, if ever, is a personal decision. Sometimes I feel I will just let the clock run out rather than stop the clock. Life is complicated, isn't it?

 

[Pluto]

I'm going through this acutely right now. July was supposed to be my month at last, but it is so easy to postpone by another few months in case of some miraculous change. I've pretty much lived my whole adult life this way.

 

[lost_ange1]

I can relate. It feels terrible. It's not easy to find peace.

 

[Sunttu1997]

Yes Im so tired of telling everyone im okay even tho im constantly dreaming of CTB

 

[awaitingdeath]

Same feelings here. I want to be gone before jul 19th but nowhere Close to making up my mind. I will try to order to KCN this week though. I am also trying to partner up with an American in this forum so that I will have access to a firearm. Let's see how it goes.

 

[danzk]

I understand how that feels.
Not having enough courage could mean there's still hope for a non-suicidal future!

Good to read this, thank you.

Yeah, thinking about it is one thing, but doing it is another. It takes firm resolve and commitment. When a person gets to the tipping point, if ever, is a personal decision. Sometimes I feel I will just let the clock run out rather than stop the clock. Life is complicated, isn't it?

this is how i fell now

Estou passando por isso intensamente agora. Julho deveria ser meu mês finalmente, mas é tão fácil adiar por mais alguns meses em caso de alguma mudança milagrosa. Eu praticamente vivi minha vida adulta inteira dessa forma.

nós nunca acabamos fazendo isso